bei finally went into training school.
used to think that days without bei,
i will gain more freedom.
but now..
i want nothing, not even freedom.
i just wan bei to be by my side.
so lonely for the one whole entire week.
things that bei used to do,
now i have to do it all by myself.
my room is so quiet,
so empty..
i have no one to talk to at all..
friday is the day.
after all the waitings,
bei is back.
spent my night over at bei's place this two days,
but two days seems to pass within blinking moment.
all i'm left with,
is just a few more precious hours with bei.
had been sending out resume after resume,
hope for some responds soon.
watched 'Taken'.
pretty nice show.
good story line.
but..
kinda exaggerating.
not practical at all.
chatting with nazz now.
dhayna wanted to meet up for sheesha session.
but.
both my pockets are so light,
so empty,
dont mention sheesha,
let alone settling meals.
but i really wish to meet up with them.
aww.
this picture is rather funny.
simply loves it.
this is even cuter!
i miss bei bei too much that i did this.
sigh.
i hate the end of weekends,
i hate the start of weekdays.
bei,
i will never leave you nor forsake you.
will be waiting for you to book out every weekend.
when time seems to pass so slowly..
camper super star just ended last week.
Jarod won 1st in the competition.
he has alot of supporters,
indeed..
but yet i dont think he deserves the championship.
i'm sorry.
but since the 1st camper super star,
teresa tseng sang so well that no one else touches my heart.
no one is able to hold a candle to her.
listening to her singing is like lightening my weight,
raising and flying high up into the sky.
keep it up teresa!
she rocks~
watched 'ai jiu zai yi qi' just now.
love is such a complication.
will momo choose jia sen?
or will she choose mars?
both are equally nice to her.
what will you do if you came across the same kind of scenerio?
ya.
pretty tough question isnt it?
love can be so sweet,
yet it can be so pain.
love can be so near,
yet can be so far at the very same time.
love can be here at this moment,
yet disappear at the next one.
love can be spicy hot,
yet it can be icy cold.
when sophistications arrive,
who else will help you with the solution?
no one but yourself.
'x-men origins wolverine' wasnt really nice.
no content.
that wasnt the lousiest,
the worse part is that it has outrageous ending.
waste of time watching.
bei started working as prison officer.
tomorrow will be the last day that i spend time with bei,
monday bei need to report to training school already.
after which we can only meet up once a week.
dono how life gona be without bei,
but i will start learning how to adapt now.
*miss miss*~
been finding job after job,
but till now,
to no avail.
is educational level everything?
why is no one hiring me then.
i hate growing up.
life is so much different after 21.
used to get allowance in the past,
yet now parents are pushing me to give allowance.
i just hate it.
when you are penniless,
10 cents alone means so much to you.
no more restaurants,
no more movies,
no more luxurious products,
no more shopping..
trust me,
i'm thrifty enough that i can spend only $50 buck for around 2 weeks.
amazing isnt it?
when circumstances push you to the edge,
everything is possible.
after this entry,
i wouldnt know when will be the next.
stay patient guys,
look forward for my next entry.
*cheers*
when darkness fall, you are the light.
JJ's concert was awesome!
thumps up for him!
my oh my~
he was jus 100m away frm me!
so near yet so far..
but nevertheless,
he stays in my heart oways.
haha!
=x
couldnt stop crazy about him after the concert.
wakaka!
suppose to go for night cycling yesterday night.
sigh.
all the shops are closed when we reached,
no choice but to proceed back home.
night cycling again tomorrow,
i'm sure we'll be able to make it on time for the rental!
took this when we're rotting in east coast mac,
we've nothing better to do than to compare our tongue's length.
kinda blur,
but i think it looks great! =D
Bei had became so ang gong freak!
picture speaks a thousand words,
here it goes!
tsk tsk~
huai xiao hai.
erm..
actually..
i do have one too!
kees.
bintan trip is drawing nearer and nearer.
but.
we're all so broke.
swan was absolutely right.
even if we were to eat wind,
eat grass,
eat paper,
we've come this far,
we got to make this trip enjoyable!
we must pull through this tough period!
oh ya!
something that i must really blog about it.
i almost forgotten!
Camelot appeared on newspaper!
nothing good,
but is regarding a boy who nearly drown.
this time round i think Camelot gona close down soon.
which school will still book when such thing happen?
see what i mean?
haix.
this is random,
but i find it funny.
i seems forceful isnt it?
lolx~
1year anni is coming soon!
i've got the present ready.
bei cant seems to keep the cool,
kept on guessing what exactly it is.
haas.
still,
i kept mum.
shhh~
>.<
you occupied my heart
birthday celebration was indeed not as exciting as i predicted.
people werent spontanious.
great furious and anger in me,
but what more to expect..
sigh.
one of my best gift for this birthday,
Ralphe Laurance shirt.
Both bei and i got one each.
by who?
my crazy honey and beloved sunshine.
sweet thing~
it doesnt seems expensive isnt it?
haha.
it actually cost a bomb!
$185 each!
here are some pictures taken during bei and my birthday.
we visited sentosa butterfly park,
sky ride,
beach volley,
captain's ball,
science centre (omni theater),
ktv,
steamboat,
last but not least,
prawning.
next, are some photos taken when swan, shiqi, bei and i
headed to marina barrage.
nice pictures~
woo!
jus met mr zacsel chua to collect lappy.
he lent me his lappy for 2 days,
and thats the reason why i'm able to blog.
sat is the day.
JJ lin jun jie concert!
hmm.
cant help,
but i'm jus far too excited!
will blog again soon.
burr~
mac is so cold..
left my job finally after months and months of complain.
though i didnt left with pride,
it's kinda irresponsible actually,
but no regrets to it definitely.
had been busy looking for jobs.
CHECK hired me as a full timer,
supposed to report for work last friday,
when last minute i made up my mind by giving it a miss.
i just wanna spend more time with bei,
as well as swan and shi qi.
don wish to succumb in losin my freedom that fast.
will be celebrating bei's and my birthday in no time,
friday is the day.
matrix was well planned,
even more exciting compared to last year.
though that's the case,
nonetheless,
i miss last year's clique.
Bei bought me Sony Ericsson G705 as birthday gift.
Nike bag was mine to Bei.
Bei got me Samsung P2 touch screen mp3 for 1yr anniversary,
guess i still owe bei one gift.
what up next..
*headache*
21 birthday doesnt seem significant to me at all.
i hope i was wrong.
prove me wrong please.
at least that's what i feel at this very moment.
bintan trip is around the corner too.
wasn't feel as excited as i suppose to be.
don't get me wrong,
i'm still looking forward to it.
*smile*
Thailand (bangkok, puket), Malaysia (KL, Pahang, Genting),
Indonesia (Bintan), Taiwan (Tai bei),
once again,
what's up next..
Interviewed at western union,
will be working with swan and shi qi.
job after job,
wonder how will this coming one be like.
as march 28 is drawing near,
my heart is pounding faster and faster.
JJ lin jun jie's concert!!!
i wasn't just a looker, a hearer nor a talker,
i really am going!
if you're thinking 'she probably getting the balcony seat',
let me tell you,
u're absolutely WRONG.
$148, the most expensive ticket,
yes, that's my ticket pricing.
thanks to yanglin,
she sponsored 100 bucks to it to fulfill my dream of having JJ right before my eyes.
once again,
thanks pal~
she dropped me a testi again.
something i should really comment about,
'please start off with facebook as no one is using friendster anymore.'
didn't wish to be mean,
but you just remind me of those freako player that toys with others.
you don't want any status,
but just letting the other party falling deeper and deeper into the pit.
when the pathetic fellow finally got over you,
u started off with all your testimonials, msn, smses.
it irks me you know that?
if you still think highly of yourselves
with the wishful thinking that you weigh a thousand tonns in my heart,
then i can say,
feather weighs more than you do.
well,
set history aside.
tomorrow is always a better day.
it's photo time!
swan and i playing with almonds in shi qi's ice cream shop~
if you think this is a perfect picture, look closely.. swan's almonds are dropping!!
modern an neh~
everyone looks good! except for.. *cough cough* you guys know who i'm refering to huh.. lolx!~
our fav past time! PRAWNING~
ahh~ the two stupid thieves.
the first day of freedom. (taka fountain)
time for bed soon.
its really late.
will blog as and when i'm able to,
as you guys know i've left my job,
means what?
no more computer to use.
haas.
hence,
please do appreciate every single entry from me.
when life is with no lack, nothing that i need or even short of, i ponder.. what still means to me..
didnt really have the time to blog as i was indeed truely busy with work.
valentine's day was a fruitful one.
went to bird park with bei,
didnt knnow that it was free of charge.
haas.
i gotten the free passes for spore flyer.
spore cruise bumboat. spore musume.
sentosa etc too.
wonderful.
the swans
trying to do stund.
Me with that styrofoam peakcock!
so sweet~
met up wif ting, cheryl, samantha, myra, cecilia
for ice cream session over at sin min rd.
weird ice cream flavours.
snickers, holick, banana green tea..
=S
went prawnin ard mid nite.
i actuli caught more den wat i expected.
but still,
all that we caught wasnt reali enuf to fill our stomach.
lolx~
prawn all the way till 5am.
ting sent us our to tk cab,
n dis is the first time that i'm hitchin a ride frm ting.
cool~
she drives steadily,
but her turn was sharp,
all of us r fallin on one another.
Yanglin is sponsorin mi for JJ concert.
erm.
she got mi the most expensive tix yet i'm oni 50 bucks for it.
wanted to pay her the full amt,
but she didnt want to accept it.
er..
thx you den.
=)
swan wans to celebrate cake n my bdae for 1 full wk!
cheers to honey!
but..
jus 4 of us..
sound sad.
but.. i'm more den contented with dis few ppl ard.
luv u guys~
bei is gg away for 3mths for trainin in police sch
to prepare for bein a prison officer.
i miss bei~
=(
