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2days bible seminar.. ..

Written @ 5:30 PM

dis mornin havin 2 paper.. so envy those tat finishes geo den can go home.. .. geo was tough leh.. iyo.. cannot blame.. cuz i nv study ma.. aft geo paper, went to KFC mum mum wif jas.. den at ard 11 plus we make our way back to sch again.. ah loy wana spot exams Qs for dem.. ya lo.. den aft tat i went to look for my classmates lo.. thx wee kiat.. i sat on the circular table, den he lifted the table n go ard.. haas.. a simple merry-go-round? but i enjoyed it.. make mi feels like i'm still a kid..
2 o'clock.. POA start le.. haiz.. die liao.. weakest sub.. but my policy.. nv give up.. 1those i reli dono hw to do, i tried all my best to complete the paper.. not like xian kang.. slpin thruout.. waa.. i tot the paper will onli last for abt 1 an a half hr.. hu noes.. it lasted for 2hrs.. wat a long paper.. .. shh.. i slept for 10mins durin the paper.. lolx~ aft paper, i dono where shld i go.. head for church straight? or.. go home change 1st.. either way i will b late.. tot of not gg le.. jus den raine called.. 'hey! u nw headin home ar? my dad fetchin leh.. i'll go pick u up?' waa.. thx God for raine, n of cuz her dad.. thou her dad onli manage to fetch us till paya lebah, but still i appreciated it.. aft all, we're not late.. haas.. still tryin to squeeze thru ppl n get to B4 wen we reached church.. lolx~
bought 2 taro pie, 2soft squit filtter n 2 cans of winter melon tea.. i onli manage to eat 1 soft squit filtter.. mong whole day nv eat. so i haf her my share.. thou i reli beri hungry.. but.. nvm la.. at least i ate sumtin.. left 1 more taro poe, den i let kel haf it.. guess he's beri hungry as well.. rush frm work n all tat.. ..
wen i sat comfortably at the seats, enjoyin the music n air con b4 the bible seminar starts, a letter was passed down to mi.. felt surprise? the more surprisin is tat it was frm kel.. i open up n read.. aft readin, tears flow immediately.. tears of happiness.. .. he cares.. concern abt my doins.. the letter goes 'dear esther, shock hor? suddenly send letter to u.. aniwae, hws studies? xin ku hor.. but nvm la.. xin ku onli for a few more days den holiday till siao liao.. hmm.. tat day heard tat u n bel got sum prom ar.. wat happen.. nth liao rite..? if got anitin mus say out k.. den we can share 2gether see wats gg wrong.. reli hope our cell grp will grow like other cell.. fo fun.. esther.. help bro n the cell ok..? lets work hard hao ma.. make E376 united n BIG!.. also mus pray for the cell grp more.. dun stop.. i will do tat too.. lastly, wateva u nid, jus tell mi.. i'll go 4 it wif u.. tats wat frenz r for.. amen? always care for u.. xie chen wei.. ..' so touched.. finally i den brought up the courage to tell him i'm leavin le.. i'll leave dis angelic task for him to fulfill.. i blif he can de.. he replied wif another letter 'sister esther, where u gg? y leavin? u not gg to leave God.. amen? where u go mus tell mi kk.. ltr i miss u, bel miss u, liang miss u hw? rite.. so don go la.. stay close wif us n grow wif us.. without u means without laughter man.. without u means without songs.. u sing all the time n we luv it.. so dun leave unless u're left wif no choice.. ..' kel.. noe him for 5 yrs.. 1st time he showed concern abt mi.. haas.. thx.. brother, i luv u.. ..
2day bible seminar is great.. greatly impacted mi.. days ago, jas told mi abt FEAR of LORD.. oh man oh man.. 2day pst kong touchin on it so seriously.. 2days bible seminar is merely for mi man.. oh gosh oh gosh.. i was found so guilty.. 'do not grief God nor Holy Spirit'.. .. sori Lord.. guess i've hurt Him far too much.. .. pst kong touched on abt forgivin as well.. yes.. forgivin is vital.. weneva i find it so hard to forgive, i shall ask God for help.. frankly speakin, i don dislike chengyee tat much le.. 1 reli forgave her? or.. is tat nw seldom tok nor even go out wif yanglin le, so her presence does not affect mi at all? dono.. but at least, its gd tat i no longer hate her.. ..
left 1 more wk wif my cell mems le.. the fewer the days left, the more tins i discovered.. tins tat i don see in the past.. tins tat i'm not aware of in the past.. .. once again, i luv my mems.. kel, i'll hand dem to u le.. nxt time left u guys chiong for seats for the rest of the mems liao.. jia you.. ..
on my way back frm church, zi yuan called mi.. haas.. he sounded so sad.. y? cuz he saw my frenster profile.. he tot i was ATTCHED! haas.. hw cum i myself din noe abt it? lolx~ he my lao gong ma.. cannot let him wear green cap.. (cuckold).. wakaka~
sum1 wrote sumtin in my tagboard.. i thx the person for his or her concern.. but sadly, he or she din wan to expose the name.. hey guys.. don eva leave a tag without leavin name kk? xie xie.. ..