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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

haiz..

Written @ 6:45 PM

there's always a 1st time in everitin we do.. a beri attitude person will cum to mi n say i beri attitude.. wat a great joke man.. frenz..? a frenz tat will onli cum to mi concernin money.. lolx~ tats call frenz? ignore u wen she feels like it.. once open her mouth or msg u, its all abt money.. plz la.. i don fancy tat man.. wan money? can! cum 2 mi wif a nice attitude n tok to mi politely b4 i will respond to u n gif u anitin u wan! sori hor.. i'm too SMALL to haf a conversation wif u.. DA JIE JIE!!! u lied to mi for yrs.. n i had been fool for u eva seens the day i noe u.. so sad huh.. .. haas.. tat time i put my nick as 'forgivin is the most vital tin ones can eva achieve.. yes.. u r forgiven..' but i've learnt sumtin recently.. forgiveness is a choice.. its optional.. all along i tot is a MUST.. no.. its actually not.. sori.. in tat case, i CANT forgive u.. ..

wana thx bro.. for the bk 'healin the wounded spirit'.. i was oreli aimin for tat bk wen it was bein flash on the LED screen.. but as usual, bks tat r written by pastors r usually beri beri super duper expensive.. so.. i was tinkin of givin tat a miss.. hu noe.. ze came to mi in secret.. 'hey.. dis is a gift frm bro to u.. he wanted mi to buy it n pass to u.. no reason, jus a blessin frm him..' waa.. there.. i saw the bk.. i was stund! 'er.. er.. for mi?' haas.. askin in doubt.. yes.. it was for mi indeed.. the min i got the bk. i read it immediately.. cool.. jus the 1st chapt alone taught mi alot of tins n lots of revelation was received.. bro.. reli.. thx for it.. i luv it.. ..

ze had a tok wif mi ytd.. opps.. sori.. nw pass mid nite le.. so is the day b4? lolx.. ya.. was rather reluctant wen he call mi to leave wif him for a chat, sayin he nid to tok to mi.. cuz.. i noe it wldnt b a pleasant conversation.. at least to mi la.. true enuf.. he wans mi to make a decision.. to stay, or to leave.. he wan an ans ASAP.. i.. i din gif him the ans.. but tat nite itself, went i reach home, i msg bro.. i din tell him tat ze had a tok wif mi.. but sumhw or rather, i told bro my ans instead of ze.. i apologised too.. yeah.. attitudes i had on men, r actually not impt at all.. BUT it all reflects on my attitudes towards God.. i told bro.. no matter wat happen in the future, even if he irritates mi or misunderstood mi, i shall always make a point to react positively towards him.. cuz.. he's my leader, n oso, God sees it.. .. surprisingly, i've made a decision of leavin despite all tat i've discovered.. don haf to xplain much to mems, cuz it's reli a long story.. aniwae, dey don haf to noe.. bro noes it all can le.. ..

2day got CG outin.. playin bowlin? lolx~ dono y leh.. my skill bcuz lousy le.. used to get 100 over de.. nw onli 80 sumtin.. haiz.. fun fun fun.. everi1 seems to b learnin hw to play.. waa.. yuan's ball beri 'powerful' leh.. 'POMP!' b4 it rolls out.. wakaka~ i was leadin at 1st, den kel caught mi up, n in the end, liang caught kel up.. haas.. ze is still the same.. everitime go out, will haf a little slip b4 he returns.. lolx! steve hor.. teach him den ma jiam nv listen to mi like tat =.=" .. yanglin is great! doin fine! (koko~ cuz she usin the lighest ball ma) =X her ball quite straight leh.. tink she's 2nd timer? not bad not bad.. waa.. surprise leh.. yanglin initiated to take foto wif mi.. i was abt to ask her, but tot she will reject, (she take foto nid to depend on mood de) so i din ask lo.. sum more liang use my fone till low batt le.. hu noes.. she was like 'hey! take foto leh!' i toot toot leh.. i take the camera, n take for her.. 'wat u doin?! not take mi la! take 2gether!' oh? hw i noe ar.. haas.. she got mi n herself 2 orange ball.. =.=" my finger cannot even go in.. but its great la.. din see the foto, but hope it turns out nice.. haiz.. my sunglass.. dono which big butt sat on it.. spoiled.. it broke.. *sob sob* aww.. i dropped he ball jus nw.. it kena my leg.. tot it was fine.. but hu noes.. it swells.. my sooo pain.. .. mummy say i stupid, ppl go DA QIU (play ball), den i BEI QIU DA (kana hit by ball).. hahaX!

wenting called mi n cry.. guess it not onli abt the camera pouch.. but.. its an accumulation of tins.. again, she luv to call at my 'busiest' time.. it was the time tat my fav show is on.. MY DATE WIF A VAMPIRE!!! but.. haas.. its ok la.. hear her out lo.. show can watch again de.. more over ze lent mi his VCD le ma.. haas.. everitime tok till she frm sad to happi den i will feel a kind of satisfaction.. lolx~ she sad, she like to call n tok to mi.. i sad, as usual.. i wld like to listen to yanglin sing.. i wld reli like to.. again.. but.. its no longer available le.. haas.. aniwae.. 1st, i begin to learn not to dwell n brood over hurts n pains.. 2nd, even if i do.. tokin to God, pray, will always b a much much beta solution den to listen to sum1 sing.. isnt it? haas.. ..

tot nini dear don wan mi le.. =,( haiz.. 2days nv msg mi.. finally receive her msg jus nw.. 'darlin! sori tat i forgotten to msg u ytd! i was far too tired aft work.. still luv mi =b?' haas.. =b <---- is her fav emoticon.. n 'ha!' is sumtin tat will always exist in her msg.. yeah yeah.. luv u luv u! mis u load load!! wakaka!~ waa.. look at her frenster pic.. got i stupid ang mo put his hand over her waist!!! hw dare he touch my nini dear!!! gg to skin him alive soon..~

ah yanh ar! wake mi up so early tat day.. call mi go s'pore poly wif him.. i was kind of blur blur? still in my dreamland wen he called.. n i tot he wanted to go s'pore post.. so i say to mit him at paya lebah lo.. wen he reached, he was like 'where we gg? hw cum mit here?' i reli blurr leh.. i was like 'u watned to go s'pore pst ma! nor! here we r lo!' wakaka~ 'i wanted to go s'pore poly, not s'pore post!' opps~ lolx~ wats the moral of the story? nv call mi wen i'm slpin! muhahaX!

nw mid nite le.. turnin 3 soon.. i ytd nv slp.. cuz piah the VCDs ma.. quick quick finish den can pass to jas le.. so watch n watch lo.. watch till dawn.. haas.. din reli slp, aft tat go straight for CG outin.. so tired.. .. guess i gg bed soon.. *yawnz* nite bloggy~