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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

i'm sori.. truely sori.. ..

Written @ 4:23 PM

aft readin her blog.. i den realise tat wateva hurt i've gone thru is nth compares to hers.. .. it hurts mi more wen i see her in such states, more over, i was the one tat caused it.. i'm reli sori, remorseful n apologetic.. yet i noe nth i do will eva heal dis wound of hers.. .. i finally realise tat perhaps she's not angry, but disappointed n sad to see mi behave dis way.. she's hurt.. i stil rem wat Pst Tan say.. 'tins tat u luv, once i lose it, u ought to feel pain, feel regret'.. .. tink dis revelation came in too late le ba.. .. nth will eva salvage dis frenzship.. .. its merely as compared to a broken pcs of glass.. ..

i don wan to promise ani1.. i don wana gif empty promises.. bro is rite.. changes bein frm dis min, dis sec.. i'm givin myself 1 yr.. 1 yr frm nw, life will nv b the same.. n it shall nv b.. Esther Leong, b more open for changes!!! winnie gave mi 2 choices.. 1st, if i wana die, she'll die wif mi.. tats ridiculars!.. 2nd.. if not, she wan mi to walk wif her dis journey.. .. argh~ tat blackmail kid.. her last sentence before she log off was 'i cant lose.. cuz i luv u..' .. *sob*.. cant even bear to strungle her thou i wanted to.. she's changin too.. if she can, y cant i do the same..? its onli abt attitude.. simply jus correct it n tats it!~ i'm not gg to care hw ppl look at mi, but God.. i will change.. frm dis min, dis sec.. i don care hw many ppl dislike mi, hated mi.. i jus don care.. i live life accordin to myself, not accordin to wat others say n hw dey tink of mi.. .. i keep tellin myself not to let go.. i din.. i'm still strugglin at the edge, clingin onto it.. its nv too late for us to return to our Lord n Saviour, Jesus Christ..

thx God tat i made up my mind.. nearly fell into devil's trap.. almost go into satan worshippin.. so close.. i was abt to download the satan bible.. .. i blame no1.. mainly myself.. losin sum1 tat means so much to mi perhaps is God's plan.. thru dis incident, i've reli learnt hw to treasure n cherish.. 2 person of diff character can nv b 2gether.. 2 person tat accept one another cannot b 2gether.. i totally agreed.. since cant b 2gether, den i let it go ba.. no use dwellin it.. na de qi, fang de xia, kan de kai.. thou i'm tat xiao sa, but still, at the inner n hidden point of my heart, it hurts mi so.. .. wat a big sacrifice for mi to learn dis lesson.. a heavy price to pay.. .. hope i can walk 2wards dis target i've set..

God.. wat r u doin? plz don.. don place winnie into my life.. .. plz plz.. i don wan her to end up like sz, like yl.. don like tat Lord.. plz plz.. .. i luv her n i don wan history to reflash.. .. keep her a distance frm mi plz.. .. p..l..z.. .. ..