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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
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a new blog, a new start, a new beginin.. ..

Written @ 5:06 PM

'as a new chapter begins.. ..' haf a new blog.. haas.. x much ppl will noe abt dis blog le, cuz wun b updated in their hotmail.. .. can reli SHARE in dis blog.. ..

i luv my mems.. but tins r so diff.. .. i leave, x bcuz of bro, x bcuz of yanglin, x bcuz bel, but merely bcuz of myself.. .. i yearn for the 2 more lessons on tabernacle.. aft which i will leave le.. .. 2 more wks to stay wif dem.. i cherish n treasue everi min n sec wif each n everi of dem.. .. thou nv tok to sum mems, but everi glance satisfy my desire.. .. seein dem smile, seein dem luff.. it jus pleases mi.. .. the reason 4 mi leavin, is simple, but yet stupid.. .. at least, it sounded logical to mi.. .. i leave, cuz.. i cant mit the standard of others.. i cannot, n will nv achieve the 'christ-like' standard.. no use forcin n falsehoodin myself to meet others critiria.. .. i've tried.. but.. failed.. ..

once i leave, nv will i noe wen will i eva see dem again.. haas.. almost near to impossible to meet dem.. .. its ok.. its my decision.. i shall not regret.. .. perhaps i will? but.. sumtin 4 sure.. i will nv return.. .. 1st time reli gg thru my life w/o christ aft receivin salvation.. .. noein tat life will b terrible w/o Him.. .. but still.. i'm stupid enuff to make such decision.. .. aft all.. no means stayin too.. .. tins r diff.. relation betwn mems r no longer the same.. .. b4 i leave, i'll resolve all misunderstandin.. .. n wif tat, i'll den b able to leave in peace.. ..

my attitude is bad i noe.. but.. tats the way it is.. i don nid ppl to overlook nor condone wif wateva i've done.. .. jus wan to find a bunch a frenz wif the same character n personality tat accepts mi.. n i noe for sure, cell mems r nv the bunch.. .. accept the tins u cant change, n change the tins u cant accept.. .. no matter hw bad a person attitude were to b, it will nv determine the amount of luv he or she had for God.. .. i may not b as obedience as other christians, but as least i noe, i do not sin against God.. .. i luv Him.. .. but all luv shall cease the min i decided to leave.. ..

a final gd-bye to all my bluv church frenz.. .. CG mems.. n God.. .. bye.. ..