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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

lesson taught

Written @ 1:40 AM

2day was reli an unhappi day.. but aft all tat i've been thru, i've learnt not to trust n rely on man totally but on God.. my attitude was horrendous, but at least i noe, i'm changin.. if non of u wana gif mi the chance to, at least i noe bro would, God too.. ..

bro jus nw called mi.. i mean.. i was rather sad la.. .. he cannot accept tat i'm so low self esteem.. self diminishin.. .. jus bcuz of others say dey don nid ani of my help in the future, den i was like so crashed..? but bro was like 'i noe u.. if u r of no help, hu will b den? u r capable in doin tins n get tins done.. yes.. u r..' thx bro.. thou i promised him not to cont in such, but still.. i feel tat i'm so useless.. i was reli reli beri down.. but aft tokin to bro, the hurt seems lesser.. he straighten tins out for mi.. guess aft my QT ltr, ALL hurts will b gone.. .. i noe my bluved Father, u will take it all.. ..

bro taught mi to differ constructive words n unconstructive words.. nv to take in wat others say wen dey're down or angry.. haf the ability of fliterin all words tat enters my ears.. dis min on, i will place myself at the front line for everi1 tat nided the help of sum1.. i will learn hw not to take in words of anguishness but bein firm n still wif wat i'm doin.. GURAD my heart.. !!!

finally i found the pleasure in tokin to bro.. i'm sooo accountable nw tat everi simple minor tins tat happen, i'll inform him 1st.. enjoy tokin to him n share wif him.. he cares.. he luv everi single of the mems.. bro, i luv u too.. <3

gettin back on track wasnt easy at all.. so tough.. so much tins for mi to learn.. like wat ze say.. once u fall, startin everitin afresh again wasnt easy.. .. its a long way.. true.. eourage n strength were nv enuf for mi den.. . i'm reli gg thru a tough time.. Abba.. plz b there for mi.. u assured mi of my life tat nth will happen to mi.. for wateva sorrows i gone thru, u understands it all.. u share the same pain n burden.. hug mi tite in ur arms will u b? plz.. .. i cry out in silence for u.. *sob*