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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

wat to do.. ..

Written @ 1:01 AM

msg her ytd nite.. 'feelin beta.. ..?' but.. she choose not 2 reply.. .. my body n soul doesnt seems to colite.. physically, i'm not hurt, nor even sad.. .. but emotionally n spiritually, i was so crushed.. ..

hw cum suddenly in my life appear so many guys? wooin mi 1 aft another.. too bad.. .. i don fancy.. Andy, i appreciate u for tryin so hard in solvin the 'equation' in gettin my num, but.. .. we're frenz ya? =) i'm waitin for my mr rite.. n i noe, its yet the rite time.. .. u r nice.. reli.. .. ur sincerity touches mi, n hence, u deserve my num.. .. u r so young, yet so capable.. 19 n u r drivin.. i noe u don mind bein my chauffer, but i do ya? haas.. i can take bus n MRT de.. .. thx for all tat u've done.. ..

oh.. thx Alex.. haas.. u r always there wen i nided songs? haas.. everi song i wan, i simply jus haf to approach u.. even if u don haf, u'll download it for mi.. thx thx thx.. .. oh.. shiftin to EXPO le.. can see each other more often le! u r in svc 1 oso rite? wakaka! see u there! oh.. wonder wat svc was Andrew posted to.. lolx~ nvm.. ltr go ask him.. wakaka!

drew ar.. wat happen to u.. 1st time see u spiritually sick leh.. but frm ur nick, i guess u're ok le.. jia you ok? tat day i gave u the verse 2cor 4:8-9 rite.. apply it wor..~ i'm applyin myself as well.. =)

2day learnt a new song.. haas.. learn hw to sing XING GUANG by S.H.E.. lolx.. i recorded it down.. everiday at home nth to do.. on speaker loud loud, den sing wif it, ma jiam like studio? den i'll always record wateva i sing down to imrove in my singin.. correctin the pitchin, the vocal, the tone etc.. wei lai de SUPERSTAR, here i cum!!!

waa.. got a shock man.. jus nw nth beta to do den to wonder abt in frenster.. gosh.. she look gorgous wif the dress for prom nite.. her make up seems weird, but her hair is nice.. upon lookin at her foto, my heart almost stop beatin.. if i haf dis kinda feelin, i cant imagin if i make myself over, wat will others tink n hw will dey react.. i don wana b an indirect murderer.. lolx~

mei zhen called mi jus nw.. waa.. surprisin.. she say she enjoy tokin to mi? i'm the onli 1 tat she can tok so long wif.. but hor, i don leh.. my ear beri pain.. she hor.. tok so loud, den all vugarities fly here n there.. she call mi go chiong wif her.. haiz.. i agreed.. but i will onli go on wed, cuz.. ladies nite ma! free flow!!! wakaka~ she call mi get all pri sch frenz, gather den go lah kopi (haf a drink, sit down n tok).. er.. .. i don lim kopi leh.. can lah teh or if not milo? lolx~

stupid kang.. say yuan look gay durin the prom nite.. scolded him.. my brother in christ is not gay!!! i stood up for yuan, say him until like siao.. den he keep quiet.. at least i noe yuan is a gd brother.. he's fit, he may act gay at times.. but he's not!!! hw dare he.. .. stupid kang!!! humph!! thou he reli reli made mi beri disappointed, but still, i din gave him up.. nw i'm still persistance in askin him back to our cell.. .. hope 1 fine day he will.. ..

beri much i wanted to harden myself, b cold blooded.. but i cant bring myself to.. i dono hw to force myself to gif up on other even thou i got so hurt n disappointed by him or her.. .. i cant.. .. if i don even help dem, den hu will.. i rather i'm the 1 tat suffers, the 1 tat endures all pains n hurts den to see dem so tong ku.. .. arrggh.. ..~

jus nw mei mei ask mi hw i tink of her leh.. wa.. wat a shockin Q to mi.. out of sudden she jus ask mi.. i ans frankly lo.. mei mei is actually beri nice? lolx.. at least to mi la.. she's rel nice.. but hor.. xcept.. her face too black liao la.. .. mei mei cum! i help u put make up to brighten up ur face! like tat den will look more radiant ma.. lolx~ u're not bad kk? don tink too much.. ..

i.. i jus toked to jacky.. abt ni.. i dono if i've made the rite choice by askin him to tell bro valor.. i noe once i let bro valor noe, there goes my frenzship wif ni.. but i rather lose her den to see her in such state.. i noe the onli ppl hu can help her is bro valor n her CG mems.. thus, i made a decision to inform bro valor.. so pain of such decision.. .. ahh!

*cryin without tears*