who am i.. ..
'who am i.. tat the Lord of all the earth, would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt.. .. who am i.. tat the bright n mornin stars, would choose to light their way, frm my eva wonderin heart.. .. not bcuz of who i m, but bcuz of wat u've done.. not bcuz of wat i've done.. but bcuz of u who r~ i am a flower quickly fadin, here today n gone tomorrow.. a wave toss in the ocean, a vapour in the wind.. still you.. u hear mi when i'm callin.. Lord u catch mi wen i'm fallin, n you told mi who i am.. .. i am yours.. ..' wat a touchin song.. .. Lord, catch mi wen i'm fallin.. .. Dame fookin man! early in the mornin my mom push open my door, i'm an easily wake up person.. the min ppl push open my door, definately i will wake up.. dame man.. she came in, n i turn n ask her wat she wan.. she say she lookin for her speaker.. plz...! wats her speaker doin in my rm??? she din leave still but starin ard.. fine.. i let her stare.. i try to return to my slp.. but.. i cldnt.. (i oreli super duper pek cek) she walked out.. ya.. but aft awhile, i went out as well.. since i wake up le den mite as well use com.. i den told her tat the speaker is in my bro's rm n on the floor, call her go take.. guess wat she say??!! fook.. 'kor kor slpin.. don go in..' dame! don wana disturb him, but cum my rm disturb mi??!!!! fookin shit!!!nw tat i'm bloggin.. she stood beside mi.. wantin to noe wat i write.. fine.. i don gif a dame.. let her read lo.. ytd oreli dame fookin tu lan.. my entire day schedule is planned.. jus a call frm her n everitin ruin.. wen i was abt go accompany zhiyang to bro's hse, she called.. call mi go to her workplace immediately n take noodles home.. siao.. i told her i cannot make itat tat time.. i'll go down ltr.. aniwae, he wun b home so early de.. i suppose to play bball wif zhiyang aft gg bro's hse, so i told her aft 8 plus i will go collect.. she was like.. not happi? call mi go down ASAP.. dame.. if he's hungry, cant he go down eat??!! no hand or no leg??? plz la.. fook man.. if he don treat mi as a daughter, y mus i treat him as a father!!! at 7, my mum called again.. is like sayin hw cum so late le i haben turn up to collect the noodle.. who cares? aniwae i'm not the one wana eat it.. if he hungry, den call him go down buy!!! who call him lazy don wana go her workplace take!!! wan mi take? den wait la!!! bloody idiot.. den i mus travel frm bedok, to kallang, to raffles, den to tamp to collect, den return home, den go tamp again.. wat the fook is tat.. my bro at home happily shakin legs, den don wana call him collect.. dame fookin shit man!!! in the end she noe i angry.. wateva she tok, i don wana ans.. den wat? use money to BUY my attention.. gif mi $50.. but thx God la.. the money came in at the rite time.. i reli broke.. n my ez link onli left 35 cent i tink? i was jus tinkin hw m i suppose to travel back frm CJ aft workin.. .. haiz.. .. here cums here money.. ..
aniwae.. all the enjoyment n fun shall cease.. start workin 2day le.. gona piah all the way.. no more spare time le.. haiz.. its gd la.. no worries but jus work n work n work.. ..
i wan my manasseh Lord.. b slow to angry.. b slow to angry.. b slow to angry.. arrgghh~