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~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
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2006

Written @ 5:45 AM

it had been quite a long while since i've last lay my hands on dis keyboard.. haiz.. life r gettin busier n busier.. .. started workin le.. so guess i wldnt haf much time usin com.. ..

2005 haf finally gone le.. it wasnt reli a gd yr for mi.. lotsa tins happened.. but well, as wat bro said, aft all 2005 had gone, lets jus pray tat 2006 will b a beta yr! a new yr, a new beginin..!

ytd we had our appreciation cell grp.. lolx.. so surprised.. i was so 'appreciated'.. so er.. did i do much? no leh.. *scratch head* but aniwae, i got a SnK shirt n a cute monkey heart shape huggable pillow! keke.. ohoh!!! still got 2 wonderful, nice designed n painted certificate done by jas n yanglin! *clap clap* but of cuz.. wif bro's signature added on it, it seems near to perfect..

ytd was the veri 1st time tat aizhen attended cell grp.. lolx.. she enjoyed it so much.. hw i noe? cuz the way she share wif jie min, she seems so 'high'.. lolx! ya.. aizhen, i'm reli gladful tat u've choose to b back wif Christ.. plant urself well in the hse of God.. i'm always ard for u, for all ur questions, all ur doubt.. but if i dono hw to ans sum of ur questions hor.. hmm.. ask bro kk? wakaka~ u've jus joined us.. wenting n i r ur 'guardian angel'.. but let mi tell u.. u r oso playin a part in my spiritual life.. its u tat i take a huge step forth n got my fire burnin strong.. cuz i always belif in showin gd xamples.. i shall, n i will always.. .. yup..

my secret.. hw long more can i hide.. hw long more can i keep it frm others.. .. cant help it but i'm jus far into it.. .. liang, thx for keepin dis secret for mi.. it makes u rather unaccoundable, but still, u do it for the sake of a fren.. thx so much.. .. jie min cried upon noein.. min, i'm sori.. din noe u'll get so upset.. dui bu qi..

joanne said sumtin.. 'i concern abt u.. far beyond wat u noe.. but i cant.. cuz for sure i'll always ended up disappointin.. ..' her words pierce rite thru my heart.. its ok.. i understand y she tink tat way.. if it was yanglin, i guess she'll say the same tin as well.. ..

ytd's sermon impacted mi alot.. .. the sermon was like.. meant for mi? haas.. hmm..

wen count down wif min, liang, my ah boy n steve.. haaas.. sat on the roadside near esplanade n watch fire works.. so nice.. ..

i've finally learnt hw to control my anger.. not alot.. but bit by bit.. always tryin my best to place myself in others' shoes.. ya.. i'll b slow to angry den.. i've learnt to b there for others as well.. tats y i got 'bestfrens award' ma! opps.. bro say mus b humble.. lolx~ no la.. i was rather surprise tat i got tat award.. to my amazed man.. heart almost stop pumpin upon hearin my name.. best frenz? nah.. i'm not.. n i've nv been one.. so guess dey made a mistake le ba.. ..

i'm gettin stronger n stronger.. wen tins r beyond my control, den.. leave it to God! He'll noe wat to do.. n wen i'm sad, i noe He'll b there.. no1 else, but He will always b the 1 healin my broken heart, my wounded spirit.. wen tins i pray for n desire for din cum to pass, i don blame Him, but noein tat its jus yet the time.. i always haf the tendency to slide back.. but no! i shall always rem the 1st luv.. its so vivid, so real, so true.. i can nv let y fire dies off again.. the feelin is so emtpy, so hollow without God.. i don wish to haf tat feelins again..

its Him tat renewed mi! Lord, i luv u!!!

gg bladin ltr.. haiz.. sure nid to catch ppl ltr de.. wakaka~