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new yr svc

Written @ 5:05 PM

2day suppose to work at 11.. tot i was workin at 10.. haiz.. stupid stupid go there, den everi1 stare at mi.. =.=" nvm.. clock in early den clock out early lo.. 2day 4 plus den go le.. haas.. was there pesterin leslie to let mi go.. but is like.. i changed le, sittin alone smokin outside CJ.. don feel like meetin mems.. jus wana b quiet, b alone.. ..

left CJ, head for EXPO.. tot i was late.. hu noes.. all of dem r later den mi.. do i look tired? do i look unhappi? do i look as thou i'm filled wif proms? y is everi1 askin mi??? infact.. i'm reli not ok.. proms start stirrin up one aft another.. but i noe, i'm still fine wif God ard.. family proms i can always pray for it.. but currently i've met n encounter wif sumtin tat i cant even pray for.. i'm so vex.. .. vex till the xtend tat i almost retreated frm gg svc.. .. but in the end, i still make my way down.. durin svc, tears jus kept flowin.. like a opened tap.. the touched of God is so tangible.. aft svc, i feel much much beta.. the wound is sumhw healed.. the pain is gone, but of cuz, the bad feelins is still there.. i don share, cuz i don nid consoles.. all is nid is the presence of God, His touch.. i jus yearn so much for an encounter.. everi of church event is actually a chance of encounter wif Him.. if i'm absent for ani, means tat i'll miss a chance of encounterin wif God.. i cant afford to.. ..

he's busy wif sch work.. losta assignment to do.. i noe he's vex as well.. haiz.. jus wana say a word of concern.. but he sumhw don understand.. haiz.. he did apologise la.. but.. he reli sounded harsh.. its ok.. i mean.. i'm try to b understandin.. new yr den get to him ba.. our nick 'You are within me..' luv u.. miss u.. haiz.. ..*huggz* =)

aft so long.. finally can use my fone le.. haas.. aizhen return mi my charger oreli.. yeah! oH.. haas.. mike came to church jus nw.. lolx.. was tellin aizhen.. 'hmm.. can call him pull up his pants..? like wan to drop liao leh..' wakaka..~ n all along i was there singin 'M I C K E Y M O U S E!!!'.. tats for mike.. haas.. mikey? mickey? lolx~ same la.. kk.. back to my fone.. ahh.. the feelin is so great wif my beluved fone wif mi.. hmm.. muacky to my fone!!! *muackz!*

hmm.. thx aunty mau mui.. noein tat i doesnt haf enuf money for my transport fee, she lent mi $20.. i din wan it, but she insist.. haiz.. say call mi return her onli wen i get my pay.. thx aunty mau mui.. *touched*

hmm.. sum1 stood into my life wor..? haas.. wei wei.. wat u guys tinkin? its sandy la! she's reli nice.. hen guan xin wo.. without fail will always gif mi a msg to check out wif i'm ok if she happens to see my face black black or feel tat i'm moody.. well.. my reply will always b 'ya..' .. but, i reli appreciated it alot.. i do correct her wen she do certain tins wrong, but i told her.. we're of the same lvl, i'm not of ani higher 'rank' den her.. she has got all rites to correct mi if i did sumtin wrong as well.. well.. like wat yanglin say.. 'we're not perfect, but we work towards the beta..' yes.. thx sandy.. luv u.. let's grow 2gether n implant ourselves in the kingdom of God! shine for Him ya?! amen..

tml aunty mau mui not workin.. haiz.. plz plz plz.. God.. don gif mi Erika.. she's terrible leh.. always eat snakes.. i mus scream for her n yet she's still no where to b found.. go inside kitchen play.. gosh.. i was like 'where's my cashier?!! Erika!! can u plz stanby?! don run abt!!!'.. dono scream hw many times before she's willin to cum out.. n she's tat kind of ppl tat walk pass the tray (those customers ate finish) n dono hw to throw the rubbish away n keep the tray back de.. sick leh.. she'll jus walk pass it.. thx God i m the senior, i haf all rights to scolld her.. haas.. but i don scold la.. i so feminine, so soft.. haiz.. always scream for her will spoil my image de leh.. ahh.. ERIKA!!! plz la.. don let mi tag team wif her can le.. i rather do cashier den call mi do dinin wif her.. Kate is diff.. i luv n enjoyed workin wif Kate.. she's hardworkin n humble.. haas.. opps.. kate ar.. if u read dis, don tell erika tat i tok bad abt her kk? lolx.. but serious la.. tok to her can? she reli abit simply far too lazy.. haiz.. see u tml ba.. infact i see u everiday.. haas..

2day sermon abt acceptin/acceptance.. can u guys accept mi le ma.. ..? .. ..*sob*