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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

super duper sad..

Written @ 1:21 PM

others happily celebratin valentines' day wif their luv ones, n i'm workin pathetically in CJ for full shift.. call liang to cum at 8 to take over mi, he doesnt wan.. dame shit, everitime wan mi to take over him, call him take over mi for 1 time like will die like tat.. took a few hrs off to go for interview at CHEC.. dame man.. simple route oso dono.. suppose to go wif yanling, in the end she brought a TROUP wif her.. den let mi wait for 2 hr plus.. directed her dono hw many times still dono.. wa piang eh.. went wif xcitment, but return wif sank heart.. nw den i realise tat honesty is nv gd.. we can nv b too frank.. .. dey ask if i haf ani diciplinary prob, as in if i were eva been called into principal office or toked to DM.. i replied 'ya.. alot of times..' .. dey stare at mi wif shockin eyes n go stunned.. 'for wat reason?' i replied 'alot.. rude.. attitude.. smokin.. lotsa ear holes, tinted hair.. .. n so on n so forth..' dey flip thru my report bk, n asked 'y r there so many days tat u nv go sch?' i replied 'hmm.. don feel like gg.. ..' n dey cont 'so means play truent la?' i was like 'er.. .. ya.. ..' the quests bein ask were a whole chunk of list.. no no.. its as thou toilet roll.. all the way down n yet still rollin.. .. i doubt dey'll accept mi.. i mean.. i can feel it la.. aft all.. hu wld eva wan a student like mi.. .. hopeless.. .. haiz.. put in my money, all my hopes n in end.. .. arrggh.. forget it man..

i was surprise.. mummy din reli say anitin abt my results thou she knew tat i did badly for it.. aniwae, aft gettin result, i locked myself in rm for days.. guess she knew hw upset i were ba.. .. she strongly against mi gg to CHEC in the past wen i used to mention to her.. but nw.. she agreed.. nv did she mention abt my results again aft tat day she neg half way, i walked in to my rm n slam the door.. but.. tins seems to b in a total diff at dad's side.. i bcame 'transparent' again.. its ok.. got used to it le.. ..

these few days was leslie's shift.. my ah pa.. he's jus so nice.. lawson wldnt allow mi to do delivery even if i volunteer myself.. leslie gave mi the chance to.. =) tat day went to clifford centre to deliever.. gosh.. stupid designer.. i took lift to 2nd floor, den walk out, change another lift to take to 20th floor.. den walk out again to take to 22nd floor.. =.=" y cant the lift go straight up to 22th floor??? don understand.. den ytd went to MRT there to deliver.. 2day further.. its at singapore river there.. sooo far.. my ah pa call mi take cab.. is like.. wen i alite, its onli $2.60.. 20 cents journey onli!!! =.=" but it was far la.. he said to take cab back.. but nah.. i walk back frm there under hot scorchin sun.. n to their amazed, i used such a short time to send delivery.. lolx..

nearly lost my fone 2day.. was searchin for it ard 45 mins.. everi in CJ involves in the search.. call n call.. my fone did rang, but no1 ans.. proven tat no1 actually took it.. cuz if sum1 does, it wld haf been switch off.. the search goes on.. find here n there.. my apron, counter area, kitchen, office, our belongins area.. .. n aft 45min.. i finally rem.. .. tat i left it at the cartons of syrup there!!! lolx~ wakaka.. cant afford to lose my fone., simply luv it too much.. more over, i reli haf no more money for another fone.. .. haiz.. so poor.. kate din cum 2day.. haiz.. no fun.. no1 sing to mi.. her voice was reli reli reli beri nice.. both erika n her joined sinpore idol.. n.. dey got in for the nxt round!!! cool.. promised kate tat i will go support her if her face was shown on TV.. lolx.. she call mi bring those name board, n call mi to write 'ERIKATE' on it.. the conbination of erika n kate.. even either of dem dint manage to make it to the nxt round, den jus cut the board off n reuse.. lolx.. either left erika, or kate.. muhahaX~ interestin.. ..

realised tat bro had changed.. all his time contributed to tat gal.. to his job aft he had promoted to zone sec.. tins were no longer the same.. nv did he haf time for us ani more.. .. there was a few times i called, wanted to tok to him.. but guess wat.. b4 i cld even finish my 1st sentence, he said 'esther lets tok on sat.. i'm busy nw ok? ya.. hmm.. bye..' n there.. the line went dead.. .. i tink i nid ze more den i nid him.. ze cares.. i mean.. bro too.. but jus as i say, tins were no longer the same.. .. r ppl leavin mi? or m i driftin further n further frm dem.. ..?

'heal the world.. make it a beta place.. for u n for mi n the entire huam race.. there r.. ppl dyin.. if u care enuf for the livin.. make a beta place for u n for mi.. ..' dis song was sang n composed by micheal jackson in the year 1991.. it was a meaningful song.. .. ..