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Written @ 2:06 PM

din noe tat mummy off 2day.. if i noe, i wldnt b stayin at hm..

met honey at 11 plus to haf lunch 2gether.. aft tat went hm to slp.. 1st, mummy came into my rm, makin alot of noise, dono wat she doin.. the 2nd time she came in, she make a din.. screamin n yellin at me.. wakin mi up.. jus don wan mi to slp so long.. i everitime do hw till beri late, so nan de 2day not schlin, jiu slp longer.. den there she was, scoldin n scoldin.. i sit up, 'kor kor oso everitime slp whole day! y u din say anitin?!!!' she was like.. 'kor kor? kor kor studyin in poly, kor kor noe hw to earn money.. u leh?! poly oso cannot go in!!!'

her words pierce thru my heart.. rite thru n into it.. yes.. so wat if i'm stupid.. so wat if i cannot make it in studies.. so wat n so wat.. y mus parents b so bias.. dey din noe hw bad my bro were.. if i were to tell dem , i guess dey're gg to shock to death..

y do i haf such parents.. i so envy bro, can go out wif his mummy, eat n shop 2gether.. so envy yanglin.. her mum dote her so much, dey're jus so close.. so envy darius, frenz-like wif his dad.. mi? demoralisin parents.. i msg bro n told him tat i wanted to withdraw frm chec.. bro called immediately.. cant help but i cried over the other end of the line.. bro tok it out to mi.. i don deny, i reli do nid bro.. .. so down so down.. feelins urge mi to head for boat quey.. wanted to ask yanglin along.. but as usual n expected, she cldnt make it.. ..

i rejected darius call 2day.. he bombed my fone.. no choice but i told bro to stop him frm callin.. i'm reli down, reli vex.. i noe he's jus concern n worry abt mi.. niwae, he's reli understandin.. thx for tat dear.. =)

nw tokin to eunice.. i felt much more beta.. she's reli a beri gd frenz.. cant imagine my life without her in chec.. reli thx God for her.. wif her, i shall move on den..

haiz.. cried the entire day.. so tired.. ..