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Written @ 8:05 PM

i jus read sum1 blog.. if bein luvin is all tat requires, i guess.. .. we will not haf ani assignment to do but jus to luv.. true.. ppl do change.. tats wat i've realised too.. sum change for the gd, while sum got worsen.. bein luvin is nv as simple as we tot.. care n concern is nv enuf without paitients n skills.. luvin is a kind of skill n tats wat i learnt frm bro ard 2 hrs ago.. nono.. i guess its not all.. luvin includes compromisin n toleratin as well.. yup.. 1 simple word, but yet it used up so many other words for defination in supportin.. these r wat i call, 'simple, yet complex n sophiticated'.. ..

bein mad at others.. i did.. y not? we haf all rites to b mad n angry wif another party.. but anger shall always simmer.. isnt it? i m angry wif sum1 as well.. but wats the point.. haas.. life still carry on as usual b it u r happi or upset.. i've realise alot of tins too.. nono.. i shld say, i've learnt alot of tins..

haf we eva wonder hw anger came abt? hw cum we'll get angry over certain tins? haas.. wen u're burnin HOT, tink abt it twice, thrice or even more.. in the end u'll realise tat there's actually no reason n nth for u to b angry abt.. lolx.. interestin? even if u can reli shoot up wif 1 reason, i guess most prob its gona b a stupid one.. hoho..~ my CHEC frenz make mi walk frm sch (city hall) to bugis, back to sch, den to paradiz centre, den to dohby ghaut MRT there.. mind u, is WALK.. its such a long way.. .. the sun was scorchin n i was sweatin like hell.. can even use my sweat to wash car man.. lolx~ i was pek cek! tat goes without sayin.. but hey.. at least dey did gif mi a call to check for my location ya? to see if i was lost.. haas.. suppose to b angry, but eventually i din.. haas..

i den narrow down into a conclusion.. anger always came abt wen others doesnt meet our xpectations.. isnt it? wen we wan it dis way, den tat person do it tat way.. waa.. angry liao.. lolx~ wen we tink tat dis way is gd for tat person, yet tat person doesnt apprecaite, don listen, waa.. angry again.. diff concepts is the most essential critiria for ones to b upset n angry.. well.. tats the case.. hw can we get 2 person to tink the same way? nah.. i can say tat its near to imposs..

wen ppl doesnt appreciate us, we shldnt b angry nor upset.. but to work for the beta.. tats wat i've learnt.. NV to stop luvin dem.. NV.. .. true.. i was quite down wen ppl scolded mi, slammed my fone calls, use sacastic words on mi even if i did all tins out of care n concern.. but if i'm onli gg to pay attention abt mi luvin dem n yet not bein apreciated, den i guess i'm doin it worldly but nv Godly.. for luv is all abt givin.. .. yeah?

sumtin i don understand is tat.. for eg, i tell sum1 tat 'i had forgave u..' .. den fine.. but wen i reached hm, i tink n tink n tink, still not lettin down n realeasin all the anger.. the nxt day tat person happily cumin to mi say 'helo!' n yet i ignore tat person n tell him tat 'aft i go hm, i tink for the entire nite.. i've decided not to forgive u!'.. hey ppl.. does it sound ridiculars? haas.. the person i've been mad at does tat.. i mean for such tins, i don haf to PLED for forgivin.. wan den forgives, don wan den sua.. tins r as simple as tat..

thx God tat the person realise tat he/she is not luvin enuf.. well.. i'm not luvin enuf either.. i'm still workin for the beta side of mi.. releasin my potential.. haas.. if luvin others is so simple, verses abt 'luvin n carin' wldnt appear so many times in bible liao lor..

i'm in no position to say others or to complain others.. but lets all learn 2gether n work for the beta.. i'm not perfect, no1 is perfect, onli Jesus is perfect.. i'm open for remarks n is tryin to b teachable.. esther is nv as scary as u guys tink i can b.. lolx~

to the person tat i'm referin to.. u noe hu u r.. i'm not pin pointin or anitin.. durin our last conversation, i did apologise numerous times.. if u doesnt wan to accept the apology, tats fine wif mi.. no hard feelins on mi either.. ..

once again, luv is nv abt wantin others to meet ur xpectations, but to step into their life boundary n view the same vision as dem.. guys, tink it thru.. ..