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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

bad days

Written @ 2:13 PM

bein 2gether wif darius is the most happi n enjoyable moments in my life.. .. i always tell myself, 'yes, he's the one..' but sumhw.. .. tins start to b diff aft i pray abt it.. .. i noe its kinda late to pray abt the relation aft we got 2gether, but i jus haf the feelin n urage to pray for it.. God did not respond.. .. i prayed again.. He kept mum once again.. He did object, but neither did He approve.. .. i told bro abt it.. He din say much expect for mi to follow my faith.. n if i happen to do anitin wrong, God will guide mi.. .. i haf everitin, jus lack of tat 'peace'.. i told darius, 'if my parents object us bein 2gether, i will go against dem.. but if God disapprove, i will break wif u immediately.. ..' i'm sori.. but i haf no other choices.. ..

tml onwards i will not b gg to sch animore.. .. thou i noe dis decision i made is a bad one, but yet dis is the onli way for mi to release myself frm pain, suffers n hurts.. .. aft withdrawin, i can work again.. i will haf money again.. .. sch fee $390, exam fee $200 over.. everitin hittin $600 over.. .. where on earth can i get so much money? steal? rob? beg?.. .. i've nv find myself so poor b4.. nv.. .. owe kun $70, mui $50, joanne $20.. n raine.. i owe raine tat $100 too.. jus tat i reli don haf the money to return her.. .. money money money.. everitin requires money.. CG fund.. still goto pay bel tat $18.. tithe.. where can i dig so much money frm??? chec is a gd sch, i've learnt alot n alot of tins there.. .. cant bear, but haf to leave.. .. where will i b aft i leave? hw wld i bcum? everitin is bein replace by a 'question mark' currently.. ..

hp spoiled le.. .. wana change a new one.. dis is a NEED, not a WANT.. .. i reli nid a new fone.. .. yet.. i don haf the money to buy new one.. nv eva in my life tat i'm leavin in poverty, yet nw.. i m.. .. i hate it.. reli hate it. .. y tins will turns out all like dis.. .. i don luv money.. but nw, i'm in nid of it.. ..

mummy, damn it.. onli noe hw to scold mi, nag mi.. yet not gif mi money for my fee.. wat the JI TOOT use.. .. everi1 call mi not to quit sch.. yes.. i noe!!! i don wish either!!! u all payin ar?? say till so easy.. crap.. CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!! !!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sobbin in tears.. ..