My love for you sank to the bottom of the ocean..

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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

hurt

Written @ 3:05 AM

aft a long wait, ze was finally back frm surabaya.. he was jus away for tat few days.. or.. near to a wk? but dis short period seems decades to mi..

aft wat had happened, i was so down so down.. no words can describ hw hurt n upset i m.. i was helpless, in not noein wat react, all i can do is.. .. cry.. .. tears was flowin like a runnin tap den.. i gave ze a msg, askin if he's free.. guess ze caught it.. he replied 'yes, i'm free.. i call u nw?' n wen the called, the 1st tin he said was 'helo? esther? y neh? bu kai xin ar.. ..' .. i simply enjoyed tokin to him.. ze britens mi up.. aft which yanglin called.. ya.. (b4 tat i rejected her call).. i den tok to her for over an hr or 2.. here i m so sad, there she was, doin MASK.. =.=" MASK aft MASK.. face mask n eye mask.. bla bla bla..

haas.. haiz.. dis little gal.. nth but jus to make mi angry wen i'm hapi, n cheered mi up wen i'm sad.. she brush her teeth so YONG LI leh!!! like wif all her strength like tat! at the other end of the line i can hear the scrubbin sound lor! yee..~ *pain* haas.. haiz.. life without her is equivilant to colourless.. i don wish to b colour blind.. so.. guess i've havin her as my best buddy for ALL my life..

till dis very moment, i'm still unhapi.. i'm still upset over numerous tins.. not tryin to ACT holy, but.. i'm powerless.. i'm weak.. let God take charge of everitin ba.. he sees.. he noes wat happened.. he feels my hurt.. .. guess wen all tins happened, God is more sad den wat i m nw.. .. thou i'm actin harshly at times, but nevertheless.. dis time round i will let God handle everitin.. .. for not my will but His b done.. .. *weep*