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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

tired n tired..

Written @ 6:43 AM

<---- i simply luv dis pic!!!

dis entire wk had reli been killin for mi.. i'm reli far too tired to do anitin.. times n again i make a point to blog everiday, but physically, it wldnt allow mi to do so.. i work n work.. tryin to earn as much money as poss.. nth seems to cum into my mind except work.. frm 2 days a wk, to 3 days.. den 4 days.. den 6 days.. (sun nv open).. so is equalivitant tat i work thruout the whole long wk.. i'm reli beri tired..

din go for CG 2day.. woke up at ard 2.30?.. i had a bad nite.. i got all sorts of nitemares.. i dreamt of mems.. i dreamt of kel.. i was out wif my mum wen i saw him, wif a skateboard.. (in the dream).. i cant stand his happi looks.. i stalked him n goto noe he met up wif sum frenz in a pub.. i cldnt hold my anger animore but to walk into the pub, usin the chair n slam at his face.. gif him punches on his tat sucky face.. he bleed terribly yet i still carry on.. i bash him as thou there's no body's buzz.. .. i jus cldnt stop.. till yanglin, zhiyang, n.. (er.. i cldnt rem) the rest of the mems came, tryin their best to pull mi away.. hands r gone but my legs r still on him.. y is he still in my mind.. y cldnt i shake him off!!! eerk mi man.. ahhh!!!

i dreamt tat jac cldnt stand bein grounded at hm, n she wanted to commit suicide.. went to tell jas, but she seems not to blif in wat i say.. aft all, i told her in my dream.. lolx~

i dreamt tat i've bought a purple transparent wallet..

i dreamt tat yanglin spoke to mi.. its sumtin serious.. but sadly.. i reli cldnt rem anitin.. ..

i wanted N6280.. if i can haf enuf money for tat, i will proceed on wif a laptop.. i wanted a laptop so much, but mummy don allow mi to buy.. she say if i buy it, she'll dock my allowance.. .. fine.. let her dock lo.. i use my salary to buy..

watched the da vinci code ytd.. yuck~ i waited so long for tat show, but hu noes.. its NOT nice at all.. all of my frenz n i were like *question marks*.. =.=" lolx~ hmm.. in da vinci code, it says tat 'a murderer is a hero'.. oh? hmm.. interestin.. n in the show, its shows a verse JOB 38:11.. haven go n look thru my bible.. ltr will do so.. haas.. dis show reli wavers christians' faith.. so.. tink twice b4 watchin..

saw mei zhen the other day.. waaa.. her tat 'eyes' tattoo keep on tiao mi sia.. haas.. she's till so short.. so cubby, so cute.. known her so many yrs, she hasnt been changin much la.. except more stylish onli.. lolx~ where's shu min? aww.. so long nv see her.. haas.. find 1 day all go out 2gether.. wakaka~

i've realised sumtin recently.. frenz r sumtin tat r part n partial of ur life.. u can haf dem, u can do without dem.. no frenz will stick wif u for ages.. no frenz will sacrifise demself for u.. such view had been so clear to mi.. i'm too numb for all these..

'closin my eyes.. nw Lord, everitin is urs..'

gona prepare soon.. meetin ah yang ltr for da vinci code.. aww.. not again.. but he wana watch leh.. haas.. so accompany him watch 1 more time lo.. my dis ah boy.. haiz.. ytd no money eat.. den go without food for the entire day.. msg mi, ask mi where m i.. haiz.. i'm at BISHAN!!! den aft my movie i mus rush staight to tamp, if not he sure die of hunger de.. take MRT too slow.. so i took bus 88 to pasir ris, den change MRT to tamp.. like tat faster.. mi n ah boy haf a 'lao di fang'.. lolx~ a place where we hang out almost everiday.. nth to do, so jus slack there.. =P oh no.. ah yang's classmate look at his fone, everi1 tot i'm his gf.. hey! i'm the MaMa ok!!! lolx~ cuz he haf the same wall paper as mi.. the foto tat i display abv.. haas.. tat was taken usin his fone in church.. nice lightin huh? haha.. waa.. ah boy tat sipderman shirt is gone!!! as in.. er.. his frenz drink dono wat flav bubble tea, den split on him.. 1 BIG BIG patch pink colour tingy.. he was there screamin in silent.. .. lolx~

svc change to tml.. werid.. i miss mui!!! aww.. k la.. hope to see her tml.. ya.. usually i can.. see her on stage lo.. she servin ma.. haha.. small small little mui on stage.. keekee.. ahh.. i wan to serve too!!! chorus board, here i cum!!! aww.. i've sent 2 applicantion forms leh.. but hw cum no respond.. .. *sad* nvm.. gd tins worth waitin.. ka cheek!!!

loggin off le.. hmm.. will type again.. SOON SOON.. haas.. hope so la.. wakaka.. bye bye~!