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~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

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Written @ 7:17 PM

the worse tins on earth had happened.. the 1 n onli confidant i haf, to my amazed.. i cld confide to her no more.. nth hurtin nth sad.. cuz.. all along.. she shldnt b the 1.. but God does..

i'm not mature.. nv haf i admit tat.. who cld gif a confidence shout tat dey r mature? hardly ani1.. i don travel in accelaratin speed towards maturity.. i walk there.. slowly, yet surely.. everi single of us haf our own methods in headin there, we cant apply our tots on others, neither isit poss for dem to apply theirs on us..

another word tat impacted mi.. 'UNDERSTANDING'.. simple, yet profound.. easy, yet sophisticated.. for everi relation, there ought to b the existin of dis word.. i blif everi1 noes tat.. but hw many of us can reli apply tat..? bein understandin aint easy at all.. it aint simple either.. it requires more den wat we tot.. i guess i've failed in dis session.. not jus a boderline failin.. but a flung..

i do admit tat i acted hurshly for certain tins.. yes.. i do.. but lets tink back.. it takes both hands to clap.. i can b angry over a small little minor tin.. but if the other party did nth wrong, will there a chance for mi to b angry? nah.. i don tink so.. simple respect nids to b there.. but too bad.. thou it suppose to b, but it doesnt..

thousands n millions words r to b spout.. yet words r nv enuf in replacin tots n feelins.. its nv of ani use to share to ani1.. all tat u guys noe is judgin.. is pin pointin.. haas.. got so sick of it oreli.. God sees.. n He noes..

all along i tot tat my spiritual life is gg down the slop.. n tat i nw proclaim, its not.. cuz.. its oreli totally shut off n out.. it had been 3 mths.. for the past 3 mths of mi strugglin hard in substainin.. draggin my feet to church thou so much so i don feel like gg.. pullin myself out of my bed for CG despite of mi bein reluctant.. i always blif tat as long as we try, differences cld b make.. n tat kips mi gg for the 3 mths.. but nw, tins r gettin more n more out of hands.. i haf no idea hw to handle..

i dono hw to handle tins.. not at all.. at times, in a situation whereby i nid to handle tins, it seems a nitemare to mi.. yet wen i handle wrongly, ppl gave their remarks.. or even wen i choose not to handle, ppl gave their remarks too.. its hurtin.. y cant dey TRY to even understand..

i've said in the previous entry.. 'wen tins r beyond my control, i let it all go..'.. i'm doin it nw..

hw many of u haf watch xiao hai bu ben 2? an apple tat had been rotten.. will we choose to eat the gd side of it n cut off the rotten part? or shld we throw away the entire apple..? can u guys don focus on my bad but look at wat i've been improvin all dis while?.. u guys chose to throw mi (dis apple) away.. jus bcuz i've rotted.. .. thx man.. ..

i luv bloggin.. my bloggy wldnt ask for explaination.. he wldnt scold mi, wldnt blame mi, wldnt b pissed off either.. he listens to everitin tat i wana say.. all i nid is sum1 to listen to mi.. tat person nid not nid to say anitin.. n i wld appreciate most if tat person choose to kip quiet.. jus like my bloggy does.. wat a simple condition.. yet no1 can do it.. soo funi..

i'm gg for a long break.. a real long one..

i'm lettin go all tins nw.. all tins.. non shall b stuck inside my heart.. God.. heal mi.. all the inner hurts..