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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

back to work..

Written @ 3:01 PM

back to work 2day.. hmm.. so tired.. suppose to work at 12, den tat stupid nelson nv tell mi, make mi cum at 11.. =.=" no choice but to start work.. sianz~ carls got more tins to eat le! new milk shakes n new patty for bacon swiss crispy chicken! hmm.. had a hard time learnin hw to make the milk shake.. lolx~ thx to frieda, she taught mi hw to do it..

hmm.. leavin RT le.. dis wk is my last wk in RT.. gona miss ah mau, soo an, daniel n all there.. aft all, i've been in RT more den half a yr.. got gan qing de.. once i transfer over to ps, i can no longer wait for yanglin to dismiss frm work, can no longer go hm together le.. *sad* i mean.. i reli din wan the frenship to b like.. er.. meet once a wk n tats onli durin svc hrs? its a beri sad case u noe.. haiz.. dono wat more to say..today jeffrey n dominic was there tokin abt yanglin, sayin she beri chio bla bla bla.. i was there 'fuck off man' i mean.. sori lor, yanglin is not meant for dem to see!!! na buay.. beta kip a dist frm her i tell u.. argh!!!

yu zhi was tellin mi tins abt NS.. he say tat if he cldnt enter poly, he will b gg to NS straight aft he graduated frm ITE.. tats means.. its SOON.. can he don?.. he don haf a choice, neither do i haf ani say.. i reli gona miss him.. cant imagine my days without him ard listenin to mi n makin mi smile.. he promised to msg mi even he's in NS.. but.. the feelin is diff.. i mean.. i like to go out wif him, i like to chat wif him online.. haas.. speak of the devil.. he msg mi le.. lolx.. prayer meetin jus finish n he sendin sandy hm.. he everitime ask 'wat u doin nw?'.. well.. same ans always 'online..' haas.. dis is the 1s time i'm usin the word LOVE on a brother.. yup.. i luv yu zhi.. n i did told him tat.. haas.. he's nice.. reli nice.. thx God for such a blessin to mi, placin him there for mi..

saw jolene at eunos.. lolx.. suddenly tap on my shoulder n jump out, showin a weird pose.. wakaka!!! she's so cute.. wen reached hm, we were tokin in msn.. she said tat she was hapi to see mi? haas.. she's becomin more n more pretty le.. yeah..

jus finish tokin to sandy.. each time aft a serious tok wif mem, i felt so burdened.. i din wish to scold her, but jus wana hit her to sense.. we're all there for her, y cldnt she jus understand tat.. we care.. we care! sandy, do u noe tat?!.. i'm all hurt.. everi wound on mi r scratched by their words, their hardened hearts.. nasty words aft words entered into my heart, yet holy words frm mi r all music to their ears.. if dey say dey're too afraid to b hurt, den i hope tat dey noe, my fear r a thousand n million times more den dem.. yet i took my step of fatih in showin my concern.. but wat r dey doin?..

sori.. i don feel too gd.. all these while i've been hidin all my sorrows.. my wounds r too severe but ppl r still tearin dem apart n rubbin salt on it.. God is standin there wif bandages n medications.. his face shows all luvs tat he had for mi frm a dist.. had all urge to run towards him, but my injuries doesnt allow mi to.. i fell.. on the ground hard.. real hard.. bein helpless, all i cld do is to weep like a baby.. .. ..

these r all behind the scene.. hu can see into my heart n understand hw i feel? heart had broken tears had dried.. i'm all numb.. but wateva case it is.. my luv for u guys doesnt cease.. ..