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Emerge 06

Written @ 4:25 PM

had been queuein for the past 2 days.. so tired.. out of sudden, i felt tat all our HOLY men n HOLY women in our church had turned into babarians, pushin n squeezin 1 another..

we don 'called' to queue.. we merely do it on our own accord in volunteerin ourselves to do sumtin tat others doesnt like to.. for mi? i do it for God.. for i m a servant of Him.. for everi big event, without fail, i cld b found at the very front of the queue wif liang.. we hardly catch ani slp.. reach hm late, early in the mornin had to wake up again to queue.. if u guys say u r tired, wat abt us den.. i'm all wore out.. well, not spiritually of cuz.. but physically.. durin the process of queuein, we had to b alert at everi min n everi sec in case the usher get us to move.. tats the thrillin part.. hw to cut thru so many ppl n bcame the 1st few despite us queuein at their back? hmm.. tats the technic.. tats a skill.. well.. wana learn? queue wif us n u'll haf a taste of it..

we're bein squashed among the 'flocks of sheeps'.. facin those babarians will reli got mi furious.. subsequently, mems start to call 1 aft another.. wif our hands n n legs unmovable, hw r we suppose to ans? tryin our best in diggin the fone out of our pocket, wat we heard r usually nth other den the constance changin of the num of seats.. i'm an easy angered person.. most of the time i reacted n a harsh manner.. i admit.. there's no xcuses to it..

we hope to b the ones tat can take our own swt time in strollin down for svc too.. aft all, hu will like to b pushed? hu will like to b squeezed? hu will like to stand under hot scorchin sun? non of us like to.. but if we don queue.. hu will..?

enthusiasm without moulded characters r nth.. i haf the enthuness.. but i doesnt cum wif the characters.. everi situation tat God places us into, there ought to b sumtin for us to learn.. i've jus yet to master it.. .. i pray wif all my heart for a greater territory n a greater room of capacity in compromisin, understandun n tolerance in mi.. i nid a renewed mindset.. ..

nv take ppl for granted.. dey may seems nth to u.. dey may not even worth a single cent in ur eye.. but u will nv noe if there will b a day whereby u gona lose dem.. ur life will b in a mess den.. everi small tins others do makes a tremendous difference.. appreciate dem plz.. ..

i'm reli beri tired.. i cant hold ani longer.. bye..