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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

in TP.. ..

Written @ 3:52 PM

heyhey!!! i'm nw in TP!!! in their library usin internet!!! surprise??? wakaka~.. shhh~ no la.. cum here look for yanglin.. den she study n i use com.. owyong is here too.. lolx~ shhh~ m i typin too loud? yes i m.. but cant b help leh.. haas.. the keyboard is like tat, i oso cannot do anitin... wakaka!~

went shoppin wif lin jus nw.. waa.. walk frm bugis junction to icon, den frm icon to bugis street.. thx God.. aft all the long walk, she manage to grab herself a pretty nice shirt n a pants.. 2day she so feminine sia.. wear skirt leh.. so long nv see her wear skirt liao.. hmm.. bu cuo bu cuo..~ lolx~

ytd is our 3mths anniversary.. he gave mi a billabong pencil case.. n guess where we went? hmm.. doubt tat ani of u can guess it.. let the ans b reveal.. *drum row~* we went ZOO!!! lolx!!! haas.. it was fun ok.. haiz.. but too bad it rains.. .. NVM!!! i brought umbrella along wif mi!!! aft zoo, we went to watch movie.. wanted to watch the omen.. sad.. full hse leh.. no choice, so we watch the nun instead.. it was quite a nice show.. but hor.. i don understand wat the editor tryin to say.. *blur blur* keee.. there's alot of shows i wana watch leh.. x men, the omen, cars, slither.. bla bla bla.. awww.. so many to catch..

recently nose bleed again.. hmm.. oso dono y leh.. onli noe beri pain..

nxt wk result out le.. don even dare to face it.. yanglin kip on askin leh.. hw.. die liao la.. i beta dig a hole n hide b4 she cums to mi..

as all along i tot tat my classmates r angels fallin frm heaven, but.. dey aint.. i realised tat dey do tok behind ppl's back.. i no longer like to linger wif dem.. wat dey like to onli to BITCH ard.. i've learn sumtin frm eunice.. 'certain tins r beyond our control..' yes.. i understand tat.. i cant change the situation, so i change myself.. i choose not to mix wif dem.. wait wait.. gtg log off le.. the library closin liao.. cont ltr..!!!

ahh.. reached hm le.. went to eat curry fish head wif lin n owyong.. awww.. so nice.. i was like so excited like tat lor.. wakaka!~ den lin beri funi seh.. she help us flip the fish over, den hor.. er.. she left her fork in the big big pot.. she went 'where's my fork??? oh.. i forgot to take out..' both owyong n i was like ----> =.=" lolx~ cant stop luffin..

haiz.. luv is blind.. luvin sum1 is coverin up n overseein all their mistakes n faults.. goto noe dis frm yuzhi.. his words n actions tells mi all.. haiz.. its ok la.. wasnt beri hapi tokin to him 2day.. din quarrel, but diff stand la.. he's sidin sum1? obviously he is.. haiz.. not to b mention here.. .. so.. i shall kip mum den..

i've realised tat i actually don reli noe tins in bible well.. i mus go n read up bible all over again.. memorise verses n meditate on it.. i wan to b a christian wif strong faith n foundation.. i've made a decision not to linger n dwell in my sadness.. yup..

i luv God more n more each day.. jus luv Him soooooooo much.. He is always there in times of nid.. He always hear my prayer.. God i luv u!!!

haiz.. zhi yang changed alot.. he's gettin frm bad to worse.. i oso dono hw to say him.. he don listen to mi animore.. i reli felt bad tat he pick up his habit again.. all bcuz of mi.. nw i quitted le.. yet he doesnt wan to stop.. hw can i do to get dis soul back to the Lord.. .. he's still there for mi.. he still wana meet mi as we usually do.. but his character had totally changed.. i dono wat more to do.. its saddens others but it hurts mi so.. he doesnt wan mi to ask anitin, i do as he say.. i ask not a single Q.. i'm hapi tat nw he's always out wif other gals.. at least he don jus forcus on tat 1 n onli.. gif her up will u..? haiz.. he smoked infront of mi tat day.. offerin mi his cigg.. so much so i wanted to take.. the temptation is reli there.. but.. i choose not to.. beri tough.. reli beri tough.. i mus persist on.. i nid strength.. 'Lord, help mi..'

'take all of mi.. i gif u my all for all of u..
move in ur power
open the heavens door today..
take all of mi.. make us ur lite for all to see..
change dis world we live in
let ur harvest in..
let ur harvest in..'

father day is cumin.. so? i don celebrate.. last yr i bought sumtin for him.. in the end he threw the present at mi.. .. tell mi.. wat more he wans.. wat more shld i do to satisfy him..

i'm reflectin on my life.. wat is there worth rejoicin abt..? merely anitin.. but yet, i'm still hapi.. 'in order to see the rainbow, u mus 1st endure sum rain..' for He is the reason for mi to move on.. ..