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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

its sat again..

Written @ 3:43 PM

well, as usual, my wk ends had dedicated to God..

was chattin wif yan chen before i left hm for svc.. hmm.. i untied certain knots in him? haas.. he said so.. well, we had a long chat.. hope he noe wat i'm tokin.. will b waitin for his return.. =)

went to svc wif a blank mind n empty heart.. jus felt uncomfortable.. 2day's svc was short, yet a beri gd one.. all abt FATHER.. aft all, its Fathers' Day svc isnt it..? so much so i wana b his beloved gal, jus like wat God spoke off frm heaven tat Jesus was His beloved son, but.. situation doesnt allow mi to do so.. he's jus the type pastor kong mentioned 'is there, yet not there'.. wen pastor kong touched on the story of little gal whom finger got hurt n her dad actually call out to his wife 'hey! get up nw to take a look at ur child!!!'.. tears begin to flow frm my eyes n down my cheeks.. once i overheard my parents were arguin.. my dad said tat to my mom.. n my mom's reply was 'yaya.. my daughter, not urs meh?!! oso urs lor!!'.. imagine both ur parents fightin over u.. not FOR u, but PUSHIN u ard.. nth can b more hurtful den to hear such tins.. .. *sob*

God gave mi the luv tat i nv had before.. so real, so tangible.. thus till these days, i'm still ard in church.. a day wif his presence is beta den thousand days elsewhere..

had a great fellowship session jus nw.. went kfc to eat.. luv is abt acceptin.. yup.. aft all, i luv everi of my mems.. dey're reli nice bunch of ppl.. no1 is perfect, neither m i.. not focusin on their weakness makes mi admire dem on their gd side.. at times, seein tins wif diff angles, we'll get a beta view..

for those tat r wonderin if i'm still wif darius, i'm ansin u guys nw.. yes.. we're still 2gether.. thou we're sumhw on the verge on breakin jus last wk, but don worry.. we noe hw to handle.. yup.. we wun break so easily de.. thx for u guys' concern..

yanglin jus msg mi, callin mi to accompany her on mon to my work place as she nid the wireless internet to do project, but wen i ask her jus nw, she said tat she'll b FULLY pack on mon, so yu zhi, jas, mi n liang decided to go sentosa play on mon frm mornin till nite.. haiz.. usually i will push away my appointment for her de leh.. but dis time round is the 1st time tat i rejected her request.. aww.. feel so bad..

kao.. freakin pek cek.. kena tuah by sum1 again.. last min say don wana go sentosa.. not the 1st time liao lor!!! plz la.. hw many times u wana put mi aeroplane den u hapi??!! if cannot go den say cannot, don always promised le den last min say don wana go!!! fat hope of mi gg out wif u again.. everitime go out wif u oso like tat! if not u did turn up, but half way thru throw mi alone n u left.. damn freakin tu lan 1 u noe anot???!! forget it.. haiz.. wats the point of flarin..

wat a day man.. feels sad at 1st, den feels bad, nw feelin agitated.. my day got so ruined.. *sob*

'Lord, can u hear the cry of my heart?'.. ..