worse day..
haiz.. 2day was one of the suckiest day of my life man.. sianz.. hp got cut of, den hse fone spoiled.. i ma jiam lost connection wif the world like tat.. in diff dimension.. den b4 tat quarrel wif mummy.. she nth beta to do, tok abt christians r stupid.. bla bla bla.. i haf my stand, so i fight back, den in the end she not hapi lor.. suppose to meet yanglin at 3.30.. line got cut off, don even noe hw to contact her.. i got so pek cek.. got stuck at hm.. wan buy top up card den no money.. argh.. but in the end darius n raine transfer mi.. a million thx to dem.. specially to raine (CHEC).. despite her bein sick, she still went downstairs to transfer mi the money jus for my sake.. argh..alot of tins la.. my day r totally ruined..lin went out wif his frenz le.. in ktv i guess? haas.. as for mi? i'm nw in mac usin her lappy.. tokin to jo nw.. i mean.. it had been a long time since we last chat.. there's oreli a gap in btwn us.. haiz.. i oso dono hw to say.. but all i noe is.. i luv her.. mems r all tokin abt her.. i mean.. stop tokin abt her will guys b? the more u all tok, the more discourage she will b.. haiz.. tokin to her saddens mi.. tokin to yan chen saddens mi more.. esther, wat r u doin to all do? huh? argh~..perhaps in others' eyes, i m growin.. always rejoicin, always hapi.. for tat long, i've nv dwell in my hurts n pain.. i've made a decision not to.. but nw.. stacks of loads r fallin on mi.. still, i'm smilin.. cuz i blif tat nth is greater den God's luv.. i don haf to pay attention to all the unpleasant feelins in mi for God takes it all.. i don feel well.. i reli don.. 'Daddy Jesus.. u sense it? u see it?' *sob*my conversation wif joanne had ended.. everitin was so touchin, so warmin.. yu zhi too.. all of us abt to cry liao.. haiz.. at times, the best tins is tok it out.. all of us will feel beta de.. =) i luv her, i luv yu zhi.. *hug*ming wei nw tokin to mi.. lolx~ i din noe hw to tok to him leh.. both yu zhi n jo oso say its a TOUGH job to tok to him.. wakaka.. n wen i tell yu zhi i was tokin to ming wei, guess wat he say? 'xin ku ni le..' =.=" lolx!~ he nw still tokin leh... i reli got no more ways to entertain him.. sumbody help mi!!!er.. wats kippin yanglin neh? haas.. my butt crackin le.. still, she's not here.. lolx~
k la.. she's here le.. don tok liao.. she's lookin at the screen.. lolx~ k la.. bloggy, slp early k? muhahaX~ gg hm soon le.. wakaka.. oh ya.. i 'ill treated' her lappy.. er.. <---- she DEMAND mi to write tat.. er.. i din leh.. i reli treated her lappy well.. 'lappy hor?' wakaka.. he 'noded'.. wakak! k la.. stop all my craps.. gtg le.. she's readin everitin!!! ahhh!!!
i'm back.. hmm.. at home nw le.. yanglin said sumtin.. 'if one day u came to mi cryin, i will rush like i did today for u..' i'm deeply touched by her.. .. wen bro asked abt the best frenz tingy, she din raise her hand either.. wat r we to 1 another den..? all along i haf the tendency to ask.. 'who m i to her actually?' .. but till these days, i haf got no ans.. all i noe is.. she means alot to mi.. 'i luv u too'..
'hear the cry of my heart Lord..' *sob*
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