My love for you sank to the bottom of the ocean..

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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

luv is blind.. ..

Written @ 5:24 AM

i dono wat more to say.. withdrawin frm dis relation aint wat i wan.. .. well.. haas.. guess i'm stupid enuf to got 2 time by him.. .. he got a new gf le.. .. tat gal frm carls too.. i saw tat gal b4 too.. she came ps tat day.. but nv in my tots is she his gf.. .. hw can sum1 b so cold n heartless.. jus finish up 1 relation, there involves in another.. ..

carls left mi wif too many memories.. too many upsetness.. thus.. i choose to leave.. aft all workin in ps is not tat fun either..

jie jie, ah yi, yan ning, li xuan.. all beri concern abt mi.. abt mi n darius.. abt hw i feel.. all of dem stood by mi, r there for mi.. there r times tat i work half way, i bein to throw tins n ran out to vent my anger.. u guys all understood.. not angry, yet show all of ur concern towards mi.. ..

1st time.. dis is ther beri 1st time tat i'm so hurt over 1 relation.. .. indeed i reli am.. ms esther said tat 'in ani relation, openin up urself to the other party is a RISK for u'll nv noe if 1 day dey turn their back at u..' ..

wana thx raine, dawn, dora n jeanie.. my grp of pals.. thou btwn u guys there r certain misunderstandin, but u guys r still my best pals.. u guys noe hw i feel.. u guys care.. makin mi smile even i'm in the darkest point of my life.. ..

yup.. i cut myself again.. cut cut cut.. the entire arm.. ppl ard mi r worried abt my act.. there're no others way for mi to vent ani anger or destress den to mutilate myself..
i no longer wear tat addidas jacket.. no longer wear tat levis watch.. no longer look at our fotos, no long hug tat piglet wen i slp.. all these.. these r our memory.. even thou i made an effort to do all these, it still cldnt help..

i tried to b as rara as before, but dey all realise tat there r tins holdin mi back n pressin mi down.. dey cld sense the diff. ..

i don like the feelins nw.. i hated it.. .. i enjoyed the days nw.. go sch, finish sch, go hm.. tats all.. nth much.. even if were to find companion, i guess.. i cldnt manage to find ani1.. .. don reli tends to reply ani msg.. ans ani call.. hurts can reli pull ppl back into their old self.. ..

bu yao fan wo.. plz.. can all of u jus get lost.. get out of my sight.. i jus wana b alone.. .. alone.. again i say.. A.. L.. O.. N.. E.. .. ..