haf u guys eva wonder.. wat if u die at dis beri moment.. did u actually live life to ur fullest? n wat if u die, will ppl ard u den realised tat u once existed..? will dey b weepin? or will dey b rejoicin..? no one will eva noe the ans to all these question, till the day dey die.. ..i hated everione.. yes, everione.. .. their character, their attitude, their everitin.. the reason for mi pickin on everi of their flaws is simple.. cuz i hated myself more den i hated dem.. .. i enjoyed everi moment spend wif dora n pat.. dey jus wash all my blues away.. church is my hm, a place tat is so comfy.. but y isit so hard for mi to enjoy gg church?? y isit so hard for mi to haf fun wif my mems jus like havin fun wif my frenz?? for the bad corrupts the gd.. nw i understand y.. dey had jus drifted away jus as i do..i had found a job.. dis is a job aft much prayin.. blif tat its reli a gd one time is flexible, superior is gd, tasks is enjoyable.. too bad gona clash wif cell.. gg for fri cell n sun svc.. like tat will haf lesser interaction.. i rejected OM frm bro.. no means takin it, yet still cont wif the sucky attitude n lousy character.. but bro insisited in givin mi.. the min laws in bible means nth to u, tats the beri min all ur passion die off.. ..the fire in mi had died off ages n decades ago.. dis time round the fall is too severe, i cldnt get myself up.. not animore..God is gd, all the time.. all the time, God is gd.. i don deny tat.. each time i nided Him most, he's always there to comfort mi.. God, i luv u.. .. u've nv leave mi nor forsake mi.. i nid u.. sob~guess its time oreli.. ..