i haf the same prob as apostle Paul.. its an incredible battle btwn flesh n spirit.. 'i don understand myself at all, for i reli wan to do wat is rite, but i don do it. instead, i do all the very tins i hate..' (Romans 7:15-25) well.. hu will freee us frm dis life tat is dominated by sins? the onli ans is in Jesus Christ our Lord.. a willingness to repent n sorrow over sinfulness will definitely help us to live out tat desire in our heart, n God's grace and forgiveness will help u understand tat u r still luved even wen u make mistake.. ..forgiveness can chut the door to the past n pain while openin the door to hope, healin ans a new start.. turn the volume of God up in ur life, and u'll start to notice small joys again.. wel.. aft all..our presence can bring great strength to those we luv durin their hardest times in life.. ..durin eng period, i was called to write the ans on the board for the comprehension.. er.. well.. others were called too.. ard 6-7 of us.. erm.. all of dem got it wrong, but.. i got it rite!!! wakaka!!! my eng is not tat gd, always paraphrase wrongly, but i'm rather gd in comprehension? kekex~ ytd aft sch went to play pool wif dora n chris.. haas.. dono y, but the techno there makes mi beri uncomfortable.. well.. obviously, i lost my form.. dora went hm straight aft the pool session.. but chris wans mi to accompany him for dinner.. frm 7 plus, we can sit n chat till 11 plus.. chat abt everitin.. his family prob, my family prob, abt our cell grp tingy, wat we like to do etc.. i reli enjoed his companion.. even if onli mi n him, he can kip my day occupied.. haas.. dono y, while i was bloggin half way, mummy came out n pass mi a hundred bucks.. waa.. God reli reads the desire in our heart.. i'm dryin out in financial area.. but each time i worry abt money tingy, money always came in the rite time.. cool~ Daddy Jesus, my always luv..~dis sat bringin liang n chris wif mi for the event trail.. dey goto walk the kent ridge park b4 dey cld perform well on the actual day which is sun.. hmm.. its jus a temporary job, i earn , dey oso earn.. haas.. so.. introduce dem lo.. sianz leh.. goto walk the kent ridge park again.. aww.. been there once n it was rather killin for mi.. the steep slops n stairs r my days n nites of nitemares.. not again.. argh~n hey! u ppl stop usin 'Oh my God!' can? its so rude..
Jim: 'Oh my God!'
God: 'Yes Jim?'
Jim: 'Opps.. i dint actually mean to call u God.'
God: You called mi n i tot u wanted to tok with me..'
God says tat 'weneva u call upon my name, i will b listenin.'.. DO NOT use God's name in vain.. even in the ten commandments, it says tat 'u shall not misuse the name of the Lord ur God.' (Exodus 20:7) wen we call on God's name, whether we mean it anot, He'll ans.. so.. don anihw call Him la.. like tat He beri bz de leh..
k la.. i goto go prepare le.. havin lesson at 3 ltr.. 2day onli got 2 periods.. eng n chem.. haas.. relax day.. 2day everione got programme aft sch.. sianz.. see if chris is gg aniwhere.. goto tag along wif him.. lolx!