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~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
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~~4) Watch~~
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Written @ 11:15 AM

reached hm frm church anniversary.. everitin was great.. till last part.. wen the balloons started to fall n everi1 was like burstin it.. damn childish.. yeah.. its sounds stupid, but i reli do scare of balloons.. to wat xtend? u guys can nv imagin.. i was throwin attitde n left without a word aft the svc.. if i don leave, tear mite jus flow.. not tat i'm hurt or anitin.. but.. the balloons.. .. no1 ask for mi, neither do i bother to xplain wat happened..

i tell u.. there's sum1 in the cell whom i use the word HATE.. i reli hated tat person so much man.. lazy to queue, do no help to the cell, call tat person to stand in position in case our seats got taken away, MF, tat bloody person tiao mi.. so much so i was wanted to say rite to tat sicko 'if u don like dis cell, jolly well LEAVE!!! no1 will hold u back!!! i don fancy mems like u!!!'..

my love 2ward the Lord r regainin, yet my love for mems r decreasin.. i enjoyed gg church, listen to the sermon, praise n worship, but the last tin i wld eva wan was to fellowship.. thus, i'm actually tryin to look for a job tat occupy all my wks days n includin sat, so tat i can go for sun svc without joinin cell..

liang n i queue at ard 4 2day.. instead of thxin us for bookin the seats, all of dem were like 'waaa.. y mus cum so early sia..' tat kind.. den still haf to see the bloody hell face.. *PUI PUI!!*

there's a feel of sourness in my heart.. the pain, the hurt, the sourness cld b felt by none of u.. no matter hw i pray, the sour feelin is still there.. i'm just a gd mems.. i'll gif OM up.. cuz.. i doesnt even fit to own it..

the hardest part of life is not to haf a break thru in ur spiritual lvl or even recuperatin ur spiritual lvl.. the hardest was to MAINTAIN IT.. first time.. first time eva in my life tat i've use such a long period of time, the burden in mi were still yet to b relieve.. jus bcuz of tat one particular incident, it struck my hard build spiritual life all these yrs.. .. n no matter hw hard i've tried, i'm still way back before wat i m n the past..

castin all my fear, all my pain, hurts n burden upon Him.. i jus entrust Him wif my life..