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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 1:42 PM

went to catch a show wif liang n ah boy.. cool.. liang finally can manage to get thru his 'children' life! haas.. we watch 'ghost game'.. a NC 16 show.. tot of smugglin liang in at the beri 1st place, but in the end he walk in legally n openly! lolx~ waa.. i can tell u guys, dis movie is the scarest movie i eva watched.. so grose.. burr~ even liang n tat cold blooded ah boy tink its scary too.. guys, if u wana haf a shock out of ur life, don miss it.. click on ur seat belt n get gg for dis grusome show..

i've bought a book.. titled 'truth unplugged'.. an useful book for mi.. its a book tat ans all the possible quest teenagers wld ask.. well.. of cuz, dis book is a Christian book.. the author ans it accordin to bible verses n responded in a 'holy' way..

ytd she msged mi.. since i haf nth on, i jus kip her msg gg.. i asked 'i wonder how can u always b so cheerful, so hapi always.. ..' .. she's reli the bubblish kind tat enable us to lift our mood together wif her.. cool.. her ans shocked mi.. she replied.. 'den i wonder hw can u always b so moody n unhapi.' wow.. dis sentence of hers struck mi down.. it makes mi meditate on her words again n again.. it jus seems so revelational to mi.. but at the same time, i wrote in return 'cuz i m burdened.. a person without ani load will tends to b hapier..' she call mi to b as hapi as her, smile always.. haas.. i hope i cld, but even tat simple smile requires lots of effort n courage.. it mus b sumtin frm the inner of mi tat flows out.. ..

m i a introvert or m i an extrovert? aft much tinkin, i'm none.. i'm not shy, not intimidated kind.. but neither m i those beri outgg ones.. i don take initiative to tok to others.. n usually, i do threw sum attitude at ppl whom i don reli noe well.. wat kind of characteristic m i holdin? i m unsure too.. wats more of lettin others understand mi. ..

'God is a father to the fatherless, a defender to the widows, is a God in his holy dwellin. God set the lonely in families, he leads forth the prisoner wif singin..' (Ps 68:5-6) 'b merciful, sympathetic, tender, responsive and compassionate even as ur Father is..' (Luke 6:36) u always haf a Father u can turn to in God.. God luvs us.. He is proud of mi n He wants the best for mi.. n wen i noe i haf a luvin Heavenly Father, it's abit easier to lower my expectation for a less den perfect dad.. .. a heart of forgivin.. i m still learnin.. ..

wat cums out frm the mouth starts in the heart.. am i angry wif sumtin? am i bitter? do i haf sum unresolved personal conflict inside tat jus cums out of my mouth?.. if i had garbage in my heart, it was gg to cum out in my speech.. if Jesus were to listen to my conversation, wat wld He say abt it? sumtimes language issues stem frm a desire within us to 'power up' on ppl by usin language. we lie to ourselves n tell ourselves tat 'big bad words' r gg to communicate to the world tat 'i m a big bad person not to b messed with'.. all these shld lay before God.. haiz.. 'out of the fullness, the overflow, the superabundance of the heart the mouth speaks.' (Matt 12:34)

Lord, untie the knot in my heart.. hear my cry.. ..