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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 3:15 PM

guess 2day was the first time in my life tat everione ard mi say tat i'm pretty.. went Carls Jr to find liang as well as to return uniform.. erm.. everi1 was like 'WOW! u changed alot! u're so pretty!'.. wat else can i say other den 'thx u..' haas.. den everione go ask liang abt it.. 'esther got bf isit? hw cum nw so pretty sia!'.. no matter hw many times liang deny for mi, but dey still don blif.. lolx~

went to sch to wait for dora n the rest.. ermm mm mm... everi1 was like.. starin at mi? lolx~ dey cant seems to take their eyes off mi.. the word 'pretty' flew here n there again.. haas..

had dinner at newyork newyork.. well.. the food okok onli la.. not reli tat nice as i tot it will b.. we're all on the foto craze~ wakaka.. took so many fotos lo.. here r sum fotos tat we took!

pat said tat my make up skill is not bad.. lolx~ she aint the first one sayin so.. but too bad.. i don like make up!! !!

had lots of un 2day.. it had been a long time since i felt so hapi.. bt hapi moment onli lasted for tat few hrs, reality strikes mi wen i reached hm..

the doors of my heart is so shut.. hw can i open it.. i tot i was doin well.. but i aint.. buildin fund is cumin.. i'm 'raisin'.. i cant afford to slide backwards nw.. i wan to tok to bro.. but.. where is he.. there're jus too much tins tat i don haf a chance to say.. bro gave mi the chance tat time, but i din noe hw shld i put it.. it was always an accumulation of tins.. times n again, wen i onli touched on one of issue, he tot it was all.. he stopped there.. so do i den..

'luvin u is the hardest tins to do.. luvin u cost a bomb.. luvin u nids courage.. luvin u requires sacrifices.. luvin u takes my time.. luvin u mainly occupied my life.. i noe u always luv mi.. but i haf no more idea hw shld i luv u.. the luv dwindled.. i felt the vast pain right nw.. a prolong sharp pain tat lingers in my heart.. i don wan such tins to cont.. decision goto b made.. to b in, or to b out.. will u still luv mi if i leave u? wats wif the diasppointment in mi.. it had been nearly 3 yrs.. times n again i had such feelins.. again n again it happened.. i dono wat to do animore.. tell mi wat to do plz.. ..'