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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 4:30 PM

had o lvl practical exams dis mornin.. there're so many shift, so many time slot, so many class, so many sub, coincidentally i met weixian again.. wif his presence, i'm nv alone.. we sat 2gether thruout.. hrs seems decades to mi wen we're put in the holdin area.. thx to him.. he kip mi occupied.. pratical was EASY.. other den the last quest of crystalization, guess there's nth else for the marker to penalise on.. 'well done esther!'.. i'm reli tryin my best in dis time round's exam.. i cant afford to fail.. i wan to go poly.. its a MUST.. don diminish n dampen my desires! no one can do it! weixian said tat i'm gona make it! yes i can.. yes!!!

went hm catch back my slp.. took a nap n woke up in the evenin.. prepared n took bus to harbourfront to meet bro n the rest.. jus the few of us.. feel so great.. we fellowship wif a new enviroment.. VIVO CITY!!! well.. dis is not the 1st time tat i went to vivo city, but tat beautiful scenary jus caught all of my attention..

foto abit dark.. no choice.. its outside n its at nite.. lolx~

still rem mummy used to tell mi 'ur drawin is terrible! ur singin sux! ur dancin cannot make it!' but nw.. i had my own design business, my vocal is one of the 'not bad' ones in cell n i'm a poppin freak.. so.. maximise ur potential!!! no one is born a failure..

i wan a total debth free life.. thus nw.. i decided to clear ALL my bills.. even those tat i've been escapin for long.. don ask mi abt the amt.. its HUGE.. i dono hw m i suppose to pay it off.. but i m tryin.. i kip on askin God wat m i suppose to do.. i'm all wif fear n heavy loads in my heart.. cryin n cryin is the onli tin i'm best in rite nw.. guess God's sad upon seein mi in such state.. wif a soft voice i heard 'fear not for i'm wif u..' i nid to turn in early for 2day's exam, yet i cant slp.. kept on tinkin abt all the tins.. i prayed.. 'PHOOM~' He gave mi the peace.. i dozed off immediately.. He's all tat i haf.. i ask God 'dis is not the first time u've been 'savin' mi frm such tins.. i pray for it to b the last, but still i nid a miracle frm u.. will u still help mi Lord? r u gg to leave mi in lurch n forsake mi dis time round.. ..?' for sure it had been hard on God.. but times n again, He performed miracle for mi at tat urgent n crucial moment.. He's jus great.. if i can feel n touch God physically, i wana hug Him tite.. real tite.. ..

i'm strivin for dis last period.. dis is my last chance of obtainin gd results.. i'm rather pessimistic n inferior over my grades yet i goto cling on to the fact tat i mus TRY.. i nid motivations.. sumbody help~ no more slackin, no more hrs of computin, no more lazin ard, no more shoppin, no more no more n no more!!! revision is all i haf to do.. recently jus too much stress addin upon mi.. i'm breakin down soon.. weary~ 'bear it thru esther.. the dark valley will pass soon..' it certainly will.. ..