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~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 3:08 AM

its sounded quite nice wen we touch on abt partnership.. but.. it aint.. it seems more like our own business.. she do her, i do mine.. she earn hers, i earn mind.. even before we proceed wif our 1st order, she oreli stated the money distripution clearly.. well.. i told her.. i do it for passion, not over money.. she wans it, take it all.. i don gif a damn.. n if she if she promised bro abt the 2 pairs of bdae shoes, den she go do it lor.. don cum to mi..

promises broken 1 aft another time.. dint yuan told us tat bro will b havin luch wif us ytd? well.. wen bro chase us out of his hse like he usually did aft cell grp, i asked him.. 'bro, arent u suppose to haf lunch wif us 2day?'.. n he ansed 'erm.. well.. i suppose to.. but.. ..' before he cld even finish, i walked off.. i hated the world BUT.. means wat? BUT = NO.. means he aint joinin us lor! even aft svc too.. out of the 10 times, guess he's onli ard for 1 time.. wat is fellowship without the CGL??? imagine Jesus wasnt ard, u tink the dicisples will fellowship? if dey do, dey wun always b involvin in fights liao lor!!! bro wanted us to perform out best durin cg evaluation.. no matter hw loud of the 'amen' we said, he jus wasnt satisfied.. but wat bout him? he can haf expectation for us, all we wan is to haf a meal wif him.. is tat so hard to b achieve? one meal onli take hw long of his time? if he cannot achieve, den in tat case.. y mus we hit his expectation den.. its all abt forkin out time.. if he can claim tat he's bz n not join us for fellowship, everione can use him as example, not gg for fellowship due to all sorts of 'buziness'.. he's not the onli one tat is bz.. all of us r.. i tried my best to deceive myself tat bro is always there for us, but this lie doesnt carry far.. he aint..

i enjoyed tokin to joanne.. i enjoyed tokin to mui mui.. to tai tai.. dey're my original cell mems.. joanne always not ard due to work.. mui n tai foreva servin.. i hardly even get to c mui.. ya.. i did.. almost everiwk.. on stage lor.. cg had grown.. moren more mems came in.. bro grew n rose as well.. nw his a zone sec.. everitin gd or bad? sounded gd.. but if i were given a chance to choose, i wanted time to b rewind.. i wan the little cosy cell we used to haf.. i wan my luvin, carin bro to do follow up always.. can tat b done? no.. no no no..

lin call mi to use my money wisely.. well.. i do noe tat i shld.. i m oreli.. but guess she don reli understand hw much tins i've goto pay off.. i still goto help liang in clearin his bills too.. but aft all.. i reli thx n appreciated her.. she always squeeze money to mi even thou i din wan it.. i cant b thrifty animore.. cuz.. i'm oreli too thrifty to go ani futher.. i reli reli reli din anihw spend my money.. .. ..

gg new york new york wif dora, pat, pris, raine n jeanie dis cumin tue.. hmm.. din eat new york new york b4.. wanted to try it all along, but din haf the money to.. dis time round is a so-called gatherin for us.. fri is the last day of sch le.. aft we graduated frm chec, i dono if we still rem one another.. thus, despite no money, i still try my best to save as much as poss to haf dis dinner wif dem.. i reli luv dora.. she's jus always there to make mi hapi, to cheer mi up.. she's the onli 1 tat i can rara n play wif till the max.. times n again, her msges came in jus to let mi noe tat i'm not forgotten by her.. she's rich, yet she doesnt carry those pride n attitude.. she's a frenz tat everione wld yearn for.. thx dora..~

ltr gg town to find jo to get laptop.. oso dono hw to she use.. can own the broadband bills till $600 over.. den nw she cannot go online, line kena cut.. n i'm always out, but got alot of tins to do.. so borrow frm her lo..

aft gettin lappy frm her, i gg to find liang.. mayb wait for him to dismiss frm work? nah.. dono.. c 1st ba..

kk.. tats all ba..