My love for you sank to the bottom of the ocean..

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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 5:38 AM

5 mins ago, my hse electricity got cut off.. i was usin the com halfway wen sumone's knockin at my door.. peep into the doorview, it was a man in blue.. 'no openin of door to strangers', thus i went back to play com.. hu noes.. my com auto shut.. well, nw i noe wats wif the man in blue.. =.=" he's frm the PUB, he off the switch n locked my hse's circuit box.. stupid him.. .. i called mummy up, she said tat she's too bz hence din pay the utility bills off.. argh~ fine.. well.. she shld thx God for such a brilliant daughter like me.. i opened the door, went out wif my scissors, open the circuit box n cut everitin, den push back the switch.. yup.. n i came back to use my com.. .. if i don do it, i'm gg to go thru my entire day without aircon, without tv, n worse still, without com.. ahhh.. kk.. wonderful action.. *clap clap*

bro once told mi tat 'frenship is a hallucination'.. i dono wat he means.. perhaps nw i do.. it appears to mi tat i've not known nor understand her enuf even as yrs went past.. i slept at ard 3-4 ytd, readin back all my diaries.. i tot both of us had changed to the beta, but it seems to mi tat we're still the same.. each time wen she's gg thru certain tins, so much so i wana help, i wan to b there for her, but she didnt gif mi a chance to.. i haf nv walk into her heart.. nv.. .. wat a failure i m, tinkin tat i noe alot, yet i noe nth.. self proclaim tat we're close yet we're not.. we're near, yet we're far.. its a tragical drama tat had been rolled over n over again in my life.. 'God, i don wan tat.. .. i don.. ..' its not a complain.. but its the deepest cry of my heart.. ..

we don gain is bcuz we don let go.. hw can we catch on to more tins if we refuse to let go wat is in our hands..

i'm jus enervated, fatigued, devitalized.. i'm losin my grip.. yet tats sumtin tat i cannot afford to.. the momentousness tin is tat the cell nids to b build up, not by bro alone but each n everi of us plays a part.. same question is bein asked again n again 'if the cell is not doin well, wat r u doin den?'.. i got all stumbled, havin no idea of hw to ans it.. so frm 2day on, i'm gg for the ans.. i wld wan to ans tat question wif faith n wif pride.. everitin will narrow down to the first step i'll b makin to the cell.. .. i'm on the battle, wat abt u guys..?

its still the same sayin frm mi.. 'i don care hw others feel, i don care wat others tink.. as long as it is God's way, it will always b the best way..'