My love for you sank to the bottom of the ocean..

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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 4:32 AM

today is my first day of fastin.. there're 20 more days to go.. i can do it, yes i can..

jus woke up not long.. as i'm a beri 'computerise' person, the first tin i'll do aft wakin up is to on the com.. i switched on the lappy, but cant get ani connection.. ended up listenin to songs in jo's lappy.. was explorin thru her lappy wen i accidentaly came across a colume call 'chatlog'.. it was all those notes tat she copied frm msn while chattin wif others.. my name was there too.. i clicked on mine, nth much thrillin to read abt.. was jus clickin on certain cell mems wen i came upon clickin on X name.. read read read.. my heart shattered into pcs.. no.. i shld say, into powder form.. sumone whom i'm so close wif, yet in tat person's heart, i m actuli tat 'worthless'.. sayin tat i'm always givin a face *bla bla bla*.. ..if these words r frm others, i don even gif a damn.. but y isit frm X.. y..

wen we tink tat church is a heavenly places where mistakes cld b made n ppl ard wld b forgivin enuf to correct n change u, u're wrong.. heaven seems like a hell to mi if its without God's presence.. nw i reli noe.. those tat always seems to b so carin, r actuli puttin an act.. those tat seems to b so close to u, r actuli standin the furthest.. those tat r smilin infront of u, r stabbin behind u.. who can we trust den.. who can we share wif.. who can we rely on.. u guys r so cruel.. so sadistic enuf to break sumone's heart, to pull down sumone's spiritual lvl, to cause hurt n pain to sumone.. i hate all of u..

thou i'm all bruised n wounded, but nth cease n diminish my luv towards Him.. i jus pray tat He'll turn the situation ard.. He'll take away everi hurts.. .. ..