went marina bay the day before wif ping, liang n weijing for steamboat.. aft which went to the seaside.. the view was nice..
ytd met mui wif liang.. liang brought mi to swensen to eat ice cream cake as he promised.. was hapi.. real hapi.. my hapi time cld onli b found wif the persence of liang..
tok to ze n bro at nite.. i reli dono hw to face the prob animore.. its the first time tat i lose all hope, felt so lost.. i got nth more to say.. reli nth.. count it my luck wen we met such ppl.. listenin to ze, listenin to bro.. frm my part of view, tins cld nv b resolve, ppl r still puttin an act, twistin facts ard.. wat else cld b done.. tell mi.. wat else.. ..
i'm all prepared for the tok tml.. ya.. prepared.. prepared to die.. .. its an open warfare tat i will nv win.. dey're all on the victory side..
thru all these, i can clearly understand sumtin.. mems r condemnin one another.. ppl haf the cheek to say tins yet don wana admit it.. .. well.. in everione's heart, i'm oreli condemned.. long before.. the day i stepped in till these days.. in urs, urs, urs n urs eyes.. all of u.. ..
i'm gg into hibernatin period.. jus let mi isolate myself for dis while plz.. .. i'm so sherk so sherk.. so tired.. not physically but all emotionally.. y r all my leaders so blinded.. .. y.. everitin r against mi, or even US.. wats tat.. .. i've got no more strength to do anitin nor say anitin animore.. .. do all u guys wan ba.. i admit tat i lose.. yaya.. i lose.. jus stop everitin.. ..