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~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
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Written @ 4:24 PM

went settlers' cafe ytd for appreciation cell.. abit contradictin hor? said tat i wun b gg, yet turned up.. but since i called the rest to go, not turnin up means i'm not showin example ma.. jus go lo.. .. bein teachable is to FORCE ourself to do tins tat we r reluctant to isnt it? yea..

erm.. bro paid for my meal in return of thxin mi for servin him always.. but but but.. wen did i??? he say to argue no more but to accept his treats.. well.. wat more can i say? haas.. erm.. i wonder hw n why but i jus goton the 'servanthood award'.. was rather surprise wen my name was bein called.. 'did dey made a mistake?' tat was wat i tot to myself.. but no leh.. it was indeed my name tat was written on the cert..

dis cert came in on the rite time.. .. i doubted myself all along.. my character, my attitude n my capabilities.. i always tink tat i'm a trouble maker more den a history maker.. i always created probs to bro den to help him in resolvin dem.. i always haf my own stands den to b teachable wen was bein instructed.. i was always floatin up n down regardin my spiritual life den to take in the remenberance of His unfailin luv.. all in all, i was a horrible n terrible person to myself.. .. the greatest enermy wasnt anione else, but to fight ourself, our flesh.. .. i wasnt jokin wen i said tat dis award was an acknowledgement (ken ding), it was a heart settin moment for mi, an act of startin tat energine in mi.. .. bro appreciated mi.. yes he did.. more den i eva xpect.. jus bcuz of tat simple cert, it boost all my courage n faith, i was sumone bein noticed.. certainly i was.. .. but aft all, its nv abt wat the reward will b like, whether to b noticeable or not, but to serve wif all our hearts, all our abilities.. .. tats all abt servanthood.. ..

went to lin's place to pick eddy up for svc.. haas.. styled his hair.. not bad leh.. haha! erm.. shhh~ played his ps2 as well.. SMACK DOWN!!! wakaka!!! he taught mi hw to play.. keke~ 'baby sitin' eddy was reli a tirin job.. well.. but i did it wif joy.. tat applies the same to the work of God.. i learnt alot of tins frm lin, as well as eddy.. don ask mi wat was it all abt.. the revelations were far too many for mi to rem or mention.. .. yet each of the revelation received, was an impactin moment for mi.. it jus hit mi hard n strong.. ..

the song tat i waited for more den 2 yrs was finally bein sang again.. .. it was the first worship song tat i heard durin my primary visit to church.. .. it means alot to mi.. .. touchin, anointin.. ..

'hide mi nw
under ur wings
cover mi
within ur mighty hands

wen the oceans rise
n thunders roar
i will soar wif u
abv the storm
Father u r king
over the flood
i will b still
noe u r God.. ..'

i wonder n wonder n wonder.. .. m i changed n moulded tat i seldom flare or angry? or m i too numb towards tins tat i don even care? haas.. nah.. its ok.. i don haf to noe the ans.. ..

i'm a singin bird nw~ rejoice n rejoice wif His luv n presence~