My love for you sank to the bottom of the ocean..

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Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 4:38 PM

Revelation for today - None can ever replace another in one's heart.

Was deep in my sleep this morning when a nightmare occurs. It was definitely a horrifying one. Jumped out of my bed with cold sweat all over, couldn't help it but feared a little. Supposed to meet lin before service, nothing much, jus fellowship and go out together. The nightmare hindered me back, when i woke up, it was already 2 plus 3, thus missed the appointment with her.

Down with flu and sore throat. Look lethargic today and my eyes could hardly open during service. Despite being sick, i was far more than attentive. Being sick is never a good reason for not paying attention.

Hit sandy real hard oh her tooth. Well, i didn't do it deliberately. Wasn't aware that she was just behind me, i turned with the momentonous swing of my hand, yes.. I got her.. BINGO~ Felt rather guilty and apologetic, thank God she did not shed a single tear, or i will feel even worse.

Fellowship session was great. No one gave any suggestion of where to go hence i made the decision instead. Headed to Long John then. Surprisingly, everyone compromised! Crazy me and Weijing was busy telling jokes around, lame..~ It was COLD can~ But ultimately it turns out well, everbody was laughing. We succeeded. Every fellowship session seems important to me now. What if.. I mean what if, some of us are no longer in the same cell, things gona be different.. .. So different.. ..

Yup. truely, i wasn't feeling fine at all. Piles and stacks of loads fell so hard on me. Are you guys on the same track as me? Do u guys think what i think? I doubt so.. ..

So much so i hope bro will come to me and ask 'Esther, how are you? Do you have anything to tell me?' bla bla bla. If he does, with mucus and tears, i wanted to tell him whats in me.. But even till today, he didn't come forth to me.. ..

Thought it's going to be a memorable birthday i'm having this year. Everyone seems so busy, so occupied. Call everithing off ba. After all, its just another normal day. What makes me so special that others got to give up their workload just to celebrate for me? I'm nobody.. .. Eating ice cream under a stars-filled sky alone, i'm contented.

Talk about which, mummy bought a tub of ice cream. Cookies and cream. It has no way in escaping from me.

Ending off here. Chatting along with Liang now. He's at hang zhou using lappy.. aww.. so happy~ i missed him!