was servin for both sat n sun n lots of tins actuali went wrong.. sermon note was lack out in the printin, thus, we miss the point out as well.. hence pastor was super angry.. tat day was membership day too.. n yet, we miss out 2 person's name on the LED.. .. their name wasnt in our list at all.. .. i'll make it simple.. jus ALL tins went wrong.. even my own team mems were fightin wif one another, everitin was so chaotic.. i was at the side, totally at lost of noein wat to do.. .. all the ministries communicate thru com set, durin prayer meetin, my team ic was teachin 2 new mems n thus, the com set was left there without anione's use.. guess wat.. camera crew was like screamin for us lor.. 'CHORUSBOARD!!! SHOW LIVE!!! I SAY SHOW LIVE!!! CCHHOORRUUSSBBOOAARRDD!!!!!!!!!'.. n their attitude sux.. den even open our room door wif the kind of bloody attitude n say 'CAN SUMONE JUS WEAR N COM SET ANOT?!! SHOW LIVE LA!'.. idiot.. .. but i was amazed wif hw my team ic handle it.. he wasnt angry at all.. jus replied humbly 'oh.. sorry.. yes yes.. we'll do it nw.. ..' .. in the end, we don even haf to show live, it was all camera crew's mistake, tot tat pastor derrek wanted us to show live.. haiz.. valerie walked in so many times to check out wat happen lor.. .. stupid camera crew.. summore don even bother to apologise.. ..
i mean.. i was reli revelationised by my team ic.. despite his head rollin in mins time to come, he still tells us 'don worry ya? jus do ur job.. anitin i'll take the blame.. no worries.. ..'.. tat day he called to do follow up.. i hold on to the fone, stunt.. .. for so many yrs.. .. no one had done follow up like dis.. .. askin for my personal life, my job, hw m i doin etc.. .. its jus a casual chat, yet thru tat simple chat, we can oways noe wat is happenin in one's life.. .. i luv my team ic.. i reli do.. he's reli a man of God.. ..
ytd was one of the lousiest day in my life.. .. i made a mistake, it was MY mistake, but.. .. my colleague was bein scolded badly for it.. .. the patron was tought to handle.. even manager was involved.. i tot tat bernard gg to scold mi for sure.. .. wen the patron went off, i was tellin myself 'nxt yr of today is my death anniversay.. ..'.. hu noes bernard says 'customers oways like tat de la.. don take heart, no worries k? i'll settle.. ..'.. wen the tins was settled, i left.. .. all of dem was like followed mi, tryin to console mi.. cant picture the scene of mi nearly drop of tears rite.. i did.. .. i stood down there, nearly cried.. .. it was all abt the guilt tat lingers.. .. haiz.. too long for a story to b said.. but it was reli an upset day for mi.. ..
thru my job, i learnt how to b tough n harsh on others.. to my fellow ushers too.. thou i don reli scold dem over wat dey had done wrong, but will still try to implant dem wat is rite.. i don twice over my decision made.. wen i say no, its definately a no.. tat goes the same in everitin..
'Who am i,
that you would know me from the start
set me apart
Who am i
that you would place eternity
into my heart
You have given to me
more than this world could give
my purpose is found in you
One life
i lay at your altar
One love
i have with you
Touch me again
fill me as you hold
my outstretched hands
One word
you know i will follow
One heart
broken to you
Use me again
your mercies follow me
for all my days'
n guys.. wana prepare urself for emerge? den learn the jap songs
'Anatawa (you are my God)
chikakuni (closer to me)
toikino yo (than the air that i breathe)
Mikotoba (all that i am)
subeteo (form by your word)
tsukurareta (i'm made in your hands)
Anatao (captivated)
uruwashisa (by your beauty)
ware o torae (falling deeper in you)
Beathe inochi no (breathe into my soul)
ibukio (spirit of God)
fukikake ikashi (filled my life with your presense)
waga sakedokoro (hide under your shadow)
shuno mitsubase (dwell in your secret place)
motomeruu (its you i long for)
ima motomeru (its you i long to know)'
got it? master it k? haas.. i haf 'great is our God' in japanese too.. kees.. well.. all kop frm chorusboard de ma.. hahaha! hapi learnin guys!
li li and i..
the GV gang!
fei wen nan you~ =.="
jun hao, li li, me n ze ju..
li li, me and ze ju..
dey made a diff in my life.. wonderful bunch of frenz i had in Gv.. luv u guys!
will b workin ltr.. i'll stop here.. haas.. will blog again real soon.. kees.. tat bastard went out without removin the cable, so nw i'm actuli usin com at hm.. haas.. k la.. tok to u guys again.. bye!!!
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