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Wishlist

Here are the items!
~~1) Itouch~~
~~2) Skull Candy~~
3) Fred perry button shirt
~~4) Watch~~
5) Gucci wallet
~~6) Crumpler sling bag~~
7) Skaters Cap
8) Digital Camera
~~9) Clothes~~
~~10)White shoes~~
11)Accessories (tie, bowtie, brouch, vest etc..)

Written @ 6:53 AM

Leaving GV soon.. real soon.. till last Fri, i never knew tat GV can b so fun, ppl can b so nice.. ..

Grp bookin frm AIA n NOKIA tat day wen all managers shifted out frm their comfortable seats in manager's room n help out in candy bar.. i wondered y but ah ma oways landed up beside mi, helpin mi to fill up those necessary drinks.. i luv her most among all managers, she's like an angle, a light tat shines across n thru all darkness.. the onli tin tat hinders mi frm leavin, she will b the reason.. ..

All these while, i wana thx Wind, Jie ping, LiLi, Yati, Eugene, Ze ju, etc.. .. some names i may not mention, but u guys r equilvilant impt to mi.. u guys r the greatest pal tat one wld yearn for..

Yong xin, u're not the onli emo one ok.. so m i.. lolx~ so anitin we can share wif one another, i tink do click beri well.. i enjoyed workin wif u.. u're super hardworkin n ur jokes n suanin oways brighten up my bluey day.. lets go for supper some day again.. i miss all the time spent together wif u guys..

Ze ju, my fei wen nan you.. haha.. so long nv see u le, kinda miss u a little.. come back work quickly.. hope b4 i leave, i'm able to work same shift wif u.. our mo qi, tats all i can rem.. thx for entertainin mi all these while..

Jie ping, my foreva listener.. luv sharin wif him.. xcept for tat gal BESIDE him tat stop us frm tokin.. *Sianz* k.. aft all, we're jus FRENZ.. ..

Lots of tins happened dis wk.. pros n cons.. gd n bad.. hw m i suppose to look at it.. ..? all up to mi to decide.. .. ..

As i was servin n servin, a came across a bunch of ang mos.. jus wen one of dem said aloud 'hey! u've got a nice smile! u're so smiley!' well.. thou wat he said was plesant to enter my ears, but i wasnt even payin attention, neither did i care much abt him.. jus wen he asked 'do u nid a job?' i looked at my own uniform, stare at him, look back at my uniform, n stare at him again, replied 'sir.. i've oreli got one..' n tinkin tat he's a nuts.. he responded n said 'oh.. ok.. sure..' n left a pcs of paper on my counter.. well, customers oways leave those used tissues, flyers n wateva rubbish on our counter, so i did not gif a 2nd look on tat pcs of paper but concentrade on clearin my queue.. aft finish clearin the queue, i wanted to clean my counter wen i came lookin at the paper.. i was shocked.. it wasnt jus a pcs of waste paper as i tot.. it was a name card.. n he was actuali the General Manager of sentosa.. haha.. it was such a 'dream on' encounter.. so dramatic, yet it was true.. ..

nw havin fellowship over at bro's place.. n tat goes without sayin, i'm usin bro's lappy.. dey're playin monopoly while here i m, surfin the net n blog.. lolx~ i'm so bu he qun.. so self isolated.. haha.. yup.. i m.. at times, we nid some space to do our reflection, tinkin n soul searchin..yes.. as for mi, i oways nid those time.. ..

some may tink tat i've changed.. erm.. mayb? i haf no idea even.. onli realised tat i've change my attitude towards some ppl n some things.. certain ppl don worth us to b nice to n certain tins don nid us to throw our attention on it either.. .. i'm not cold, onli lazy to tok.. i'm not anti social, onli feel tat i nid some time for my own.. i'm still mi.. for tats the onli fact tat had remain unchanged..

r the rest easy satisfied? m did i ask for too much n too particular on tins in life.. ..? there r alot of tins which i cannot condone, yet others can jus blink their eyes thru.. m i takin tins too hard or r dey takin tins too easy.. ..?

as time passes, clock ticks, everitin ard us r changin.. i tend to feel so lost.. hu's still ard..? or shld i ask.. .. wat still remains the same.. ..? thus, we move n change accordingly to evolve ard the world.. ..

A Pure Heart
'A pure heart
that's what i long for
a heart that follows hard
after Thee x2

A heart that hides your word
so that sin will not come in
A heart that's undivided
but one you rule and reign
A heart that beats compassion
that pleases you my Lord
Sweet aroma of worship
that rises to your throne'

heard dis song so many times before.. yet i wonder y isit i had a diff feelin wen it was bein played durin svc ytd..the song din flow into my ear alone, but it went straight into my heart.. i den felt the pain, the struggle.. ..

wana thx cy for visitin mi at my work place.. not jus did she visitg mi, but as n wen she wana da bao food, she'll gif mi a call or msg to check if i wan some too.. so nice of her.. thx gal!

i've been workin n workin n workin.. i'm feelin a little shrag n tired oreli.. .. reli.. i'm worn out.. .. perhaps it time for mi to take some rest.. .. ..