My love for you sank to the bottom of the ocean..

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Written @ 5:04 PM

at times i wonder if i'm bein paranoid or over-reactin..
perhaps i m, perhaps i'm not..
too much hurt for the heart to b broken once again..

u once hated mi, u once luved mi..
till these days, which is which..

read all ur entries even till the last..
quite alot referin to mi..
the goods, the bads..
so m i stil good?
or m i bad?

we've been so close before,
yet nw, u're far to the end of edge
tat i've lost my sight off u.

again i ask..
m i expectin too much?
or r u puttin in too little?
no ans still..

instead of blamin u,
i oways blame myself first..
not noein u well enuf,
not understandin ur tots,
not bein as luvin as u r..

rather den askin tons n tons of questions to myself,
i narrow everitin down into a simple stanza..
it all lies within the diff perspectives in us.. ..

U're still as swt,
as good,
as luvin,
as friendly..
simply nth changes..

wateva prob i see,
u don see the same..
nor even TRY to tink the same..
hw i wish u would,
but nv did u..

i'm tired of repeatin myself again n again,
over tins tat u find it aint impt..
if u don take heart,
y shld i..
lets both not take heart of anitin den..

wateva we haf, we'll lose it some day.
wateva we lose, nv bother to get it back eva again..

mayb u tot to urself,
'she's bein emo again..'
nah.. not at all.

no hard feelins like we used to quarrel in the past
peace took place dis time round.

perhaps till nw,
u're still nt lookin at the picture tat i'm lookin at..
or perhaps u finally do..
its all too late for the discovery..

but mind u..
bein late is beta den nv..

ponderin n ponderin,
y did ur name sank so deep into my heart..
if u weren't livin in it,
i wldnt felt the pain at all..

i'm cold, so cold.
does microwave helps?
i guess nt..

melt the hardened heart,
heat the cold feelins..

i nid sum help here..
somebody,
brin mi out of where i m nw..

距离 - JJ

'我走向前你看不见
真的遥远
就连叹息影子听见
也是无言
你走向前我看不见
你的思念
你和我之间
刻着一条界线不曾有改变'