wen to office rather early.
wif liang,
together we made melodious mucis in the staff rm.
finally the song we had been practicin had a little improvement.
we played 'a pure heart',
darlin luvs it.
recorded it n sent to her.

candy bar today.
cant reli work wif ani of dem.
blood r gushin all the way up n up.
volunteered to wash popper.
goten a deep cut on my hand.
Gracina stepped in to help,
she completed the kettle for mi.
thx pal~
plz pump some patrol nxt wk,
i wan my supper~

aft long long long long search.
i've found the song darlin wan.
pro mi.
i don even noe the song,
jie ping onli let mi listen once for ard 10 sec.
onli noe tat its a song frm beyond,
n was sang by S.H.E oso.
tats was all the info given.
but thx God,
i found it.
i reli do.

darlin aint mine at all.
she belongs to eveione's but mi.
startin to not noe wat she reli wans,
wat she reli tinks,
wat she reli means,
wat she reli feels.
guess wind n i r in the same state rite nw.
rollin on the same boat.

darlin walked past mi today while i was packin nachos
sayin 'darlin don sad sad kk? kk..'
her foreva 'kk? kk..'
sounds great usually,
but not so today.
hw shld i open my mouth to tell her,
she is the cause for the sadness.

drop the sub for goodness sake.

box tml.
bookin Q.
closin.
damn.
i dono hw.
forget it.
LEARN den.

hate bein shifted frm station to station.
goto learn everitin frm scratch.
i seems so stupid for tat beri moment.
jus like wat i m in candy bar today.

everione shares their prob wif mi.
yet dey do not noe tat all of their prob links.
its hard for mi to say anitin,
i can onli listen - quietly.
if i were to speak,
i mite leak certain secret out frm dis n tat person.
which i don wan to.
but if i don spout a single word,
dis n tat gona get hurt.
dilemma.
sumbody help~

aft a long wait,
i finally launch the angel n mortal game.
a little stupid i noe.
but fun thou.
who's my mortal? is..
SHHH!~
don tell u!
goto start showerin my luv, care n concern.
haven been doin it for so long.
feels weird nw.
haas.

haf a sudden urge n crave for movie rite nw.
watchin alone.
yes.
alone.
its beta to b off alone
den to haf sumone hu used to b there yet no longer doin so nw.

jus bein emo for dis moment.
if yongxing were to b ard,
he'll sure call out aloud
'emo kid!'.
tats wat he luvs to call mi.

she told liang tat she misses mi
n wantin to see mi.
cut the crap.
i no longer noe hu is she.

don try to salvage anitin wen u haf turned mi off.
u, u, u n u.
u noe hu u r.
all the effort put in nw is NEVER enuf to amend.

i'm someone hu nids high maintainance.
i simple do.
if u tink u cant commit n contribute tat much,
don eva bother to step into my life boundary.
kip out of dis zone for heaven sake.
i hated those hu stepped in n walked mi out in the end.
i remed u, u, u n u.
vividly n clearly.
not till u turn ash.

left my watch n bracelet in candy bar abv the sink.
hopefully james will manage to help mi get dem back tml.

cut off all my nails.
no sacrifice, no victory. (frm transformers)
nids to play guitar,
hence,
jus goto cut it off.

pay day is cumin.
yea~
i dreamt tat i onli earn 300 plus bucks.
oh no..
God, let it not b real.
argh~

lala land time.
gd nite.