finally can cum online le.
had been stayin at hm for the past few days.
haas.
shockin huh?
yup.
but its true.
stepped out of my hse tdy for tuition.
vomit blood.
exams is jus ard the corner,
no matter hw i screw her up,
she simply doesnt care.
i'm lookin for the song '想听的话'
by shi xin hui n jeff wang.
cant seems to download it aniwhr.
anione has it?
had been kind of isolated.
hu cares.
everitin is over.
yup.
beta for both parties thou deep dwn,
feelins r within me.
everione tinks tat i'm cold,
i'm mean.
cant b bothered.
if hvin all these concepts mk dem feels beta,
i don mind.
hvin gastric for the past 2 wks.
aint true tat i hven been eatin well,
the fact was tat i didnt eat most of the time.
jus no appetite.
expecially dis few days.
the pain in the heart is far more hurtful den the one in the gastric.
i choose to let go,
doesnt mean tat u mean nth to mi.
i repeat myself again,
u mean a world to mi.
u seriously do.
guess u enjoyed more bein my buddy,
hence.
i grant u ur very wish.
call mi esther plz.
thx~
*sob*
gracina offered mi her job.
field camp instructor.
not bad.
the onli commitment is for mi to stay thruout in the camp durin the camp days.
free lancer.
pay wise nth much to hiam.
too many days didnt blog,
i'm at lost of wat to say all of a sudden.
a person wif few words,
nt tat bad aft all.
not in the past,
but startin nw.
shh..
silence is golden.