big news.
upon noein it,
i'm damn farkin shocked.
got hindered by it.
yes.
jus so bothered n affected.
its a threat to mi.
feels terrible.

jus wen gracina tok it over to mi,
i felt much beta.
i got totally recuperated wen she says
'my ears r oways here for u.
i let u slp in my slpin bag k?'
haas.
i went in camp without a slpin bag tat day,
n she's reluctant to share wif mi.
aww.
but its reli nice wen she uses tat to console mi.
best bud oways~

2 guys suddenly showed so much concern to mi.
dey're reli nice.
but.
hv feelin towards none.

i don feel lk cumin bck at all.
in camp,
i don hv to wori abt my expenses.
food is bein provided.
no nid to even travel here n der.
no woris inside,
all i goto face is a bunch of small little kids.
came bck the first time.
yet heard abt all these.
will it b beta if i stuck myself inside?
i tink i reli shld..

certain hatred lingers within.
to whom do i pin point?
the best is to kip mum.

if tat reli hpns,
i will choose to let u go..
tats nt a sacrifice,
is the onli way to reduce my pain.

got approved le.
yup.
wen will i b leavin?
don ask mi.
i dono.
pray wif all my heart tat it will b soon.
leave the place wif hurts n pain.

y m i bein hurt again n again.
once bitten twice shy.
i'm gettin more n more intimitated n fragile.
can i nt go thru all tat?
plz.. ..
i cant hold the pain ani longer.. ..