cldnt reli slp last nite.
kept lookin at my fone.
tins reli doesnt oways appear the way we wanted it to b.
still,
it remains silence.

my nxt camp is drawin near.
it feels gd wen u noe sumone is der waitin for u to return.
it used to b.
but nw..
der aint animore.

did i made the wrong step wen i chose to enter dis line?
or did i made the wrong step by noein u..

the hurt tat u caused is jus far too unbearable.
is der a sort of vaccine tat can cease the pain in mi..?
i nid tat terribly n urgently.

i jus wan to b hapi for the left over days.
may i?
but y r u guys ruinin n destroyin it.

i'm jus an ordinary gal whom enjoyed eatin toberlone n drinkin bundung.
stop placin all ur feelins in mi.
i cant read u guys mind.
i dono wats the criteria u guys set for mi.
don xpect mi to hit u guys standard
wen none of u wan to open ur mouth to say anitin.

i jus wan bck dos days.
dos days of u clingin onto mi.
dos days wen we had supper.
dos days wen u slpin on my shoulder.
dos days wen we took lots n lots of fotos tgr.
dos days wen u call mi swtly.
dos days wen we made promises to one another.
dos days wen u hugged mi titely.
dos days.. ..
jus dos days.. ..

Purest of pain
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I coudn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrended just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm
gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there is something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me i feel like Im dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Vida, give me back my fantasies,
The courage that I need to live
The air that I Breathe

Carino mio, my worlds become so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely,
and each night I taste
The purest of Pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
That it din't hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth I can't find my way
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking


tats the song tat sings out everitin frm within mi.
tats our song..