finally bck frm camp.
the camp was long,
tirin,
yet full of satisfaction,
filled wif unsaid feelins.

we ended the camp wif tears of joy.
everibody was huggin 1 another,
wif luv,
wif misses,
wif the frenship built.
its was jus..
jus awesome.

each time wen the management went reli sucky,
it was dos kids tt brighten up my day.
the 'esther.. r u ok? y r u so sad? don sad k..'
n dey'll hug mi..
man~
it reli touches mi to the deepest pt of my heart.
thx peeps~

i seems so lost.
my path ahead was covered wif fog n mist.
whr shld i go..
i hate such feelins.
feelins of bein lost.
feelins of wanderness.

wen trust aint der,
tts leads to whr we r tdy..
gg separate ways.
i tot i was mean.
u beat mi wen u said 'u live ur life, i live my life.'

ppl r reli gg in n out of my life.
i'm glad tt liang stayed on.
my onli frenz.
my best confidence.

i don lk drinkin.
but sorrows jus goes away wen i drink.
reli.
at least it does for tt very moment.
tt the moment tt i yearn even thou its jus tt short.

oni in camp,
i don feel the pain,
the hurt,
the sorrows.
tts the oni place i will dug myself in wen i'm all lost.

y mus u bruised n wound mi so badly??
u ask mi to rem wat u've said.
clearly n vividly i did.
u beta b too.

i'm tired.
tired of the entire situation.
it jus hpn over n over again.
gif mi a brk.
cut it out plz.

gg bck camp tml.
hvin lunch wif evelyn.
stress.
she wana hv lunch wif all the GI frm the sing msia camp.
oso dono wat to say tml.
jus kip quiet.
wasnt in the mood even..

k.
nite den.