Written @ 10:00 AM
Feelings are all within me.. ..The entire cell got shuffled, and well, i'm back in N106 again. Am i getting more mature that i have no commends over what bro had arranged or do i simply have no feelings anymore..? I have no idea.. But the fact was that i did not have any reaction. I'm still under bro, both lin and liang are still in the same cell as me. Things doesn't seems to have too much changes for me, but perhaps not for others. Some are happy, while some are downcasted.Lin made a crucial decision. Yes.. she did. That decision of hers does not just concern about her alone, but it affected me alot. Despite being a little averse, i'm still giving her my full support. There is alway a reason and a purpose for everything that happens. I'll take that.I'm kind of disappointed with someone. Really disappointed.'Prayer is the answer to every problem in life. It put us in tune with the divine wisdom which knows how to adjust everything perfectly.So often we do not pray in certain situation because from our standpoint the outlook is hopeless.But nothing is impossible with God.No human relation is too strained for God to bring about reconciliation and understanding.No habit is too deeply rooted that it cannot be overcome.No one is so weak that they cannot be strong.No one is so ill that they cannot be healed.No mind is so dull that it cannot be made brilliant.Whatever we need or desire, if we trust God, He will supply it.If anything is causin worry or anxiety, let us stop rehearsing the difficulity and trust God for healing, love and power.'There are too many cross route for us to choose from every now and then in life. No choice doesn't require us to think twice and reconsider again and again. While busy trying to find my way out by trail and error, unknowingly, wo mi lu le.. .. Listening to Liu gen hong's cai hong tian tang now. His visit to our church yesterday made both Joanne and i a little HIGH. A man of God indeed.Lost my ear piece while chasing bus yesterday, was still super proud of myself that i'm manage to catch the bus, but who knows.. haiz.. my ear piece.. .. =,(Will be meeting chengyee later for ice monster. No more money. Sianz.. ..
Written @ 7:35 AM
Haas!~ Able to blog regularly le! wooo! erm.. not tat i got back my com, but will b gg to lan shop as n wen i can.. kees.. nw at katong wif liang usin internet.. so cheap! $1 per hr onli!!!See.. esther nv bow down to probs.. never say die!!! Fone abit sot sot nw le.. sianz.. ytd was super pek cek wif it.. was fidgetin n fidgetin till i almost throw the fone away.. sick~ thx God.. He solve it at the rite time.. My fone is workin perfectly fine nw.. but wun noe wen will it b mischevious again.. sigh~Friends cum n go at all times.. plz.. bear tat in mind.. ..Cold bloodedness is abt oneself.. nth bad.. it's jus a way of protectin ourselves.. Perhaps i haf a diff way of handlin frenship.. don doubt.. i do.. certain tins jus aint important animore.. .. not animore.. ..sumone touched on abt hardenin of heart.. haas.. m i? mayb.. .. i reli m.. but so? haas.. don gif a damn.. i nid more time to tink it thru.. .. ..i'm waitin.. waitin for the day of the spiritual water in mi totally dry.. evaporation haf oreli took place.. soon.. soon will end.. .. wat will the endin b like? ans: totally dry..~i'm super in luv wif cai ming you's 'wo ke yi'.. aww.. so nice.. ..i'm still able to get the songs tat i wan, puttin it in my fone n listen.. how? wen there's a will, there's a way.. .. *smile* k la.. nth more to blog.. life is gettin more n more boring nw a days.. ..
Written @ 1:32 PM
Wee!!! I'm back! It had really been a long long long long time since i last blogged. Wow~ Decades and century already.. so long so long.. I have no idea how long should i endure on my days without computer. Will buy a laptop soon.. real soon..A alot of thing happened. Don't have time to blog everitin out. Went out to beach wif liang and sandy on the first day of new yr. Fun. Erm.. i stomped on sandy's feet, n slammed her on the sand.. Ooo..~ haas.. It was all misunderstanding.. haha!~Ytd was a pleasant day. Had kbox and movie session with ping, weijing, mingwei, william, jingxian, joanne, liang, wenting and lin. Everitin was fun till certain tin happened tat kills all my mood. Forget it ba.. nth much to touched on.. all over le..That 'tired' feeling is gettin stronger n stronger.. the emptiniess.. .. Friends are cumin n gg at the same time.. haas.. shld i b hapi or shld i b upset abt it? nah.. i'm lookin at it in a beri relaxin and neutral manner.. New yr was gd.. Lots og ang bao.. But mood was bad.. super bad.. .. Will blog as n when i can.. sorry..
Written @ 11:58 AM
Yesterday was a happy day.
Went out with Sandy, intended to head for Swensen, but unfortunately Swensen closed down. Brought her to Haagen Dazs instead. Belgium chocolate was awesome, i had that and she had her usual Vanilla.
Her Vanilla cone and my Belgium choc cup..
I had it all in my stomach.. Yum~
No talking while eating please~
Met chengyee and Lin an a later hour for their shopping. Well, its my whole life regret going shopping with them, my legs almost break. But there again, every minute spent was a moment that worth capturing.
Picture speaks a thousand word.
She's mine. All mine~
Hohoho~
I look a little forceful..
Bu yao!! Bie pai wo men!!
Now she look blissed..
See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil..
Suppose to have dimple de.. how come don't have neh.. aww..
Random..
'Sleep in heavenly peace'~
'HUH???'
This was really a candid shot..
3 years of waiting, finally she fulfilled her promised- our movie session. Watched 'happy birthday'. Was a boring but sentimental show for me, but both chengyee and lin actually cried sore their eyes. =.="
Was super touched by wat liang had done. He gave me what i really needed- my guitar file. I've lost my guitar file for long, but liang went to print out EVERYTHING, put in a holder and pass it to me. Those songs inside was even more than my own file, a total of 119 songs! Imgaine printing 100 over sheets of paper within a day.. aww.. thx liang~
Thought i was only spiritually tired, but little did i except that it wasn't the case at all, i'm spiritually dry. Talk to William yesterday, he than realised.. I wasn't as sunny as he thought.. ..
Zhe yi miao, wo ku le.. ..
Written @ 4:28 AM
Woke up rather early today. I've gotten elva's version of 'u make me wanna', all credit goes to Desmond. Thx!It amazed me, everyone was 'fighting' to celebrate my birthday this year. For all these years, no one bothers. Not even last year, but why is everyone availing themselves for me this year??? Its rather funny. Nope. I should say that its VERY FUNNY. Perhaps i would feel better if such thing happen years back.. My birthday wouldn't be as cold and lonely than.. .. ..At times i wonder what am i to others. Am i all that they want when they need me? Cannot find anyone for shopping? I'm the first in the back-up list. Finding people to do projects? I'm the first in the list. Need accompany? I'm the first in the list as well. Other than all these, no calls nor sms will be in. Haas.. The world is getting more n more funny. Eating Swensen alone later. That's not call lonely, that's call peace.I've changed. Indeed. More and more cold blooded and emotionless. I got a scare myself too but i'm just accommodating what the world is like, how the people around is like.I'm tired. Long before i was. How many 'tomorrow' do i have to walk still.. ..
Written @ 4:28 AM
Tuition today was pretty fine. Celine was kind of slow, but its alright, at least she's learning. As i always say, slowly but surely.
On my way back frm Eunos, a guys from the don't know whatever bank approached me, started his 'psycotic' method in talking to me. I can say that he's really good at it, but after his long long long long converstation, i only replied 'I don't save money de'. He went 'huuhhh.. ..'.. Funny though.
Reach home with a warm welcome from mummy. Haas~ Got a shock, was wondering why. Erm.. See.. Each time she treated me super nice, there'll be certain motives. She wants me go buy things for her, and want me to respray the table for her. =.=" argh~
Mummy took off for the entire week. I'm doom by her nags. But good in a way also as i don't have to eat outside food!!!
Took some photos during the mahjong session yesterday.
From this..
To this..
Then to this..
Liang was kind of gan jiong about my birthday, which he really does. Surprisingly, Lin too. Lolx~ Forget about the chalet, problems araises, a big headache. No choice but to call it off. Still thinking how should i really spend it.. .. Haiz..
Meeting Dora on Fri. After so many request from her, we finally meeting up. Haas. Really miss her alot.
I think thats all for today ba. Good night!~
Written @ 5:48 PM
Back from William house. I really enjoyed the stay there. Today was the grand final of project superstar and as well as the final for soccer. Wow~ We're greedy enough to catch two channels at a go, jingxian was busy switching the channels by pressing the remote, while for Ping, she only knows how to shout 'Diya!!! Go Diya!!! !!!'.. lolx~ When S'pore scored the goal, all of us jump up and shout together 'GOAL!!!' wahaha~ It really fun. I simply love the atmosphere and the realistic side of them.. =) Oh ya! Aunty cooked curry chicken! Yum~ Played mahjong and cards, LEARN.. wakaka.. master abit.. bit by bit.. i will fully master it one day!!!Felt kind of down on my way back from woodland. Don't ask me why.Results is cuming out soon le. A little anxious and nervous, but well, no matter what the results will be like, i don't give a damn nor will i take heart about it. After all, that paper alone can't bring me anywhere either.I'm getting tired over alot of things. Spiritually, emotionally and physically. Was talking to weijing about it. Disheartened.. Very disheartened.. ..I'm too empty to say anything more.. ..
Written @ 5:22 AM
I guess i'm getting lazier and lazier to blog. Nah.. It was actually that i'm out till late night everiday.
Pastor Ulf seminar was good, he's more and more humourous now a days compared to the past. Frankly speaking, i used to fall asleep during most of his seminar. opps~ Still, i prefer Pst Phil and Pst Sy Roger. Pst Ulf is good, but they are GREAT!!!
Thank God for the smooth sailing in all areas in my life. 'All things work for good for those who love Him'..
Daddy got himself the liscence that he yearned for long. Haas. It benefited me as well! Later i'm going to William's house, daddy is bringing me there!!! Woodland is really far, with the willingness of daddy, it saves me the uncessary money and time. Thanks Daddy!!! Yup.. Truely, i being to love him more and more. Just as he's learing to love us. =)
When to v8 cafe to eat with Sandy and Liang.
This is the best steak i ever eaten. It was definately my favourite!!
Medium rare!
My strawberry smoothies!
Bought a big big pig stuff toy for Sandy.. Waa.. that PIG alone cost me a bomb. Well, it ain't the cost that matters, most importanly is she likes it. She really does. She was like hugging it on the way back home tightly. Even when we eat macdonal, the pig has a sit to itself as well.. lolx~ so funi~
A little dark, but still, its nice~
Went out early in the morning with daddy and mummy to have breakfast. Took photo with mummy..
See.. ya.. she's rite.. indeed she's prettier.. =.="
Sorry guys.. I'm running late, daddy is waiting for me already!!! Will blog soon!
Written @ 4:57 PM
Came as promised with my photos..
The artistic genes in me are flowing in the middle of the night..
This is how bored i can get when Lin was asleep..
Per getting ready to indulge with the cooling fruits with ice..
Whereas for me.. erm.. wondering how to eat it.. ..
That's me with Per's cap!
We're surrounded with snacks!!!
Smoochy smoochy~ Awww..~
Thats me, with the shop's hippo, and.. .. her hand.. =.="
She looks horrible..
I think i'm cuter.. =)
Nippon paint odourless advertisement!!! Wakaka!!!
Had tuition today. Pretty good, except Celine was kind of sleepy.
Went to William's house. A homey feeling felt. His mother was such a nice person, she was hilarious and humourous, enjoyed chatting with her. William cooked fried rice for us! Hmm.. Didn't taste bad though, but rice was abit hard and too much pepper!!! Ping and Jingxian were there as well, we seems like a family. Haas~ I simply love going to his place.
Headed Jurong east to meet Lin and went home together. Her face seems better, of cuz! Thanks to my cream.
Had a packed and tired day. Will be sleeping early tonight. *Yawn*~
Written @ 4:59 PM
That lin, she left without a word this morning, leaving me sleeping in the room alone. When i woke up, giving a turn to look for the sight of her, she was gone. Together with her laptop and her bag, all gone. I jumped up of my bed, rushing out of the room, was sure that she had left my place only when her shoes wasn't there anymore. It was kind of a joke, looking for a person high and low IN MY HOUSE. Have you guys try it before? I doubt so.. .. Went back to my dreamland when Per called, wanting to meet me. I was far more than reluctant but her soft and pleasing voice had made me just gave in. Met Per up and had ice monster. Yes! Finally~ Its was really nice.. aww.. We had a big big bowl that we shared among ourselves. When we're eating half way, the mango sherbet fell off. Our reaction was the same lor! Together we go 'OOOoooo~' Wakakaka!!! While she was talking on the phone, i was a little mischevious to had her cap on and took some photos. Haas. Worry not, i will post all the photos up tomorrow.Walk around with Per and ended off at Plaze Sing. Our trip to Daiso was fun. Lolx~ Guess she wasn't aware that i was such a crazy fellow. Hahaha~ Oh! Erm.. Think she was shock of the way my colleague and i communicate, it was all in cantonese. She went 'Waa.. This was the longest conversation in cantonese that i ever heard.. ..' Hahaha~
Headed to TP to meet lin. Waa.. My $15. The cab fare was so ex. Bought chocolate toast for lin and myself, kees, first time eating that, quite nice though. Was in lab using computer while lin do her project. Lin said that i type very slow! What only!!! How slow can a computer literate type? Moreover i face computer everday for more than 12hrs. I'm fast ok!!! ARGH!!! i bite u ar!!! Stop saying i slow ok! Next time challenge you in typing, u loose buy me ice cream eh!!! HUMPH!!!Super angry with Zhiyang, long story, din want to touch on the issue anymore. Did threw a little attitude on Sandy, sorry gong zhu. Wanted to play some online games to cool and chill myself down, but only to know that i was too engrossed in it to the extend of talking to the monitor. I think lin got a scare. She feels that i'm kinda 'sot sot'. She keep on repeating herself 'eh, ni relax leh..'. Erm.. i m?Owyong joined us for our supper session, after all, Owyong only stays opposite me. Were eating and chatting away. Sent lin home together with Owyong and in the end Owyong sent me home. So funny ar? You send me, i send you. Lolx~I'm super busy this week. All packed. Liang is coming back soon le, i'm looking forward for it. I miss him!I'm really tired. I din really sleep well. I'm shutting off already.. .. yes.. .. soon.. .. now.. .. zZz.. ..*ps: all photos will be up tomorrow when i manage to get the card reader.
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