darlin was sent to hospital.
fark man.
the min i received her msg,
my heart omost jumped all out.
conductin my tuition half way thru wen i requested to leave.
cant brin myself to sit der still wen she's in A&E.
took cab dwn,
n tat farkin uncle drives as thou he's ridin a bicycle.
feel lk farkin him up n dwn,
but nah.
don hv the mood to do so wen all i concern was her condition.
omost teared in woriness wen i chiong out of my student hse.

ran all the way into A&E,
searched ard the place before i spotted her.
on wheelchair.
yes.
she was.
damn,
first time.
reli the first time i'm so wori.
heng she's fine.
tat sets my heart at ease a little upon seein her.

her leg was bein bandage lk a pig trotter.
pain.
it definately was.
her leg turns kind of purplish wen she was sent to hospital.
she looks pale too.
man~
i'm lk..
so useless at tat moment.
super at lost of wat to do wen she was vergin in pain.

aft all the waitins n all the procedures,
we r able to leave.
called a cab n sent her hm.
she was tired,
hence lean on my shoulder n fell aslp.
lookin at her,
i den realised hw much she actuli means to mi.
n tat was sumtin tat i nv discover in the past.
revelation?
perhaps it reli was.

alia earns all my hugs.
but tinkin of which,
i nv once hug darlin wen she actuli deserves it more den alia does.
she took initiative to hug mi ytd.
jus wonderin wat the hell m i tinkin wen i did nt react a single move at all.
pardon mi.
i'm jus..
jus far too stiff.
too slow to even noe or understand ur feelins.
thrwin u at lurch times n again was my bad.
i finally noe hw it feels nw.
no more.
i promised.

each n everi of us we hv diff sets of troubles n probs.
we're all worryin abt certain tin at diff pt of time.
aft noein liang for so many yrs,
we're lk more opened up to one another.
i den discovered hw much u actuali understands mi.
well,
at times i may seems bz on my fone or doin other tins wen u're tokin,
but the fact was tat,
i reli did listen to wat u said.
wen i'm reli bz,
i tried my best to ans u alittle here n dere to acknowledge tat i'm actuli listenin.
all these yrs i may nt hv been treatin u as a gd frenz wld,
but i had been tryin.
tryin to b appreciative as u had mentioned.
i hope i'm improvin bit by bit in ur eyes.
we once had alot of gd memories,
it wil nv jus end here.
dere'll still b much more to cum i hope.
don b gloomy!
u're oways my best bud!
nw n foreva~

visitin darlin at her place tml.
oways send her hm but nv once did step into her place.
hmm.
steppin into her hse tks up most of my courage.
all along i'm reluctant to,
but i'm gg to do it willingly tml.
i hope i can do it.
erm.
act as per normal.
don shiver esther!!
haas~

money nt enuf liao.
still got earpcs n earphone hvn buy.
n mus set aside $200 oso.
aft toppin up n ez link n stock up maggie mees in my hse,
i'm left wif nth for the mth.
reli NTH.
yet to pay bills.
heng darlin onli use ard 47 bucks for my singtel line.
lolx~
so little.
haha!
nw waitin for starhub one to cum.
gosh~
don even dare to see.
money money money~
ani charity association care to donate some to mi?

nth much to ask in life wen i got was the best of the best.
true enuf,
tats reli the case.

i'm nt tired at all.
gettin more n more noctural den eva before.
slp in the day n active in the nite.
damn.
hw can i switch bck the time.
its terrible wen everione is sound aslp wen u're the onli one loiterin ard.
nah.
cant slp for tdy oso.
darlin is in pain,
she mite wk up at ani pt of time,
goto reply her as n wen she msg mi.
front line for her oways.

k la.
guess dis is the last entry for the wk,
kor is cumin bck tml.
sianz.
he's such a pain man~
call off for the day ba.
nitey~

met my fantastic 4 n ah ju for movie.
artic tale.
far too bored tat even darlin went ahead into her lala land.
but for mi,
it was a pretty nice show.

too long din see darlin.
cant blif she actuli hugged mi wen she sees mi.
the feelin is..
gd?
but weird thou.
haas.
jus so diff frm the way syg hug mi.
no comparism,
each hs their gdness in it.
*smile*

loitered n waited for rashidah, desmond n jon to knock off.
supper time!
went to clementi 'the cheese prata place'.
woo~
all their cheese prata r reli nice!
onli cheese prata k~
bear tat in mind guys.
lolx~

i've been eatin prata frm place to place,
guess soon we can complete all the shops tat sell prata in spore.
hmm~
still,
thompson is the best!

the nite was still young wen we finished out supper.
suggested kbox n pool,
but seems tat sum aint interested at all.
'hw bout orchard?
can catch mid nite show of u guys wan,
summore got pool n kbox,
there's a swensen over der,
n most imptly,
its central,
so its easy for all of us to go bck hm.'
everione seems to agree.
rashidah was the most xcited one.
'yea! swensen!!! i wan eat ice-cream!!!'
haas.
i was like
'kk~ earthquake ya?'
n she intercepted
'earthquake?!! whr???'
=.=||
joke of the day.
lolx~
hailed cabs n headed dwn to orchard swensen den.

tink the aircon was too cold or sumtin.
darlin's weak body cldnt tk it.
all of a sudden she stood up n ran off.
i gave a chase.
realisin she's rushin to the washrm.
thrw up.
see her lk tat beri heart pain sia.
majiam beri xin ku.
she din touch her ice-cream at all.
nah.
we called off for the nite aft that.
everibody went hm obedienly.

still tinkin of hw to open my mouth to darlin abt tat incident.
haiz.
promised her no more tears for her.
but it jus seems so hard..

will b seein her tml.
tml den say ba..

goto prepare myself for tuition le.
tata~

the day is here.
yup.
wen will i b gone?
i dono.
soon ba.
depend on the result.
but y der?
sianz~
can i hv an ang mo country instead?
aww~

settled our prob.
aft all the arguements,
nasty words n sentences,
we're finally bck tgr.
u said 'der r many more yrs to cum..'
i yearn n pinned tat we can hv it,
but ultimately not..
not yrs,
wat bout the nxt few mths?
will tat do?
i promised u,
its gona b the most unforgettable moments in ur life.
no more unhapiness,
no more tears,
no more hurt,
no more pain.
*hook hook finger*

der's a song,
dedicated by darlin to mi.
the theme song for 'Casper' frm walt disney

Remember me this way

Ev'ry now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never, ever go away
Your heart will stay

(Chorus:)
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me
You're ev'rywhere

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)
And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

so nice~
jus so nice..

toked to mummy le.
finally opened our mouth aft such a long period of cold war.
feels weird,
yet warmth.
*smile*

i oways tend to tink tat frens cum n go at all time.
which even till nw,
i don deny n push off such mentality.
but..
y is liang still ard?!
haas.
he mks exception.

'u can stand under my umbrella.. ella.. ella.. a.. a.. under my umbrella..'
lolx~
by Rihanna

'hey hey u u!
i don lk ur gf!'
haha~
by Avril Lavigne

'You had me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over'
waka!
by Sean Kingston

nw a days songs r gettin funnier n funnier.
dono hw to xplain oso.
lolx..

supper tml.
man.
guess all of us r lookin forward for it.
its the gatherin we set on everi wed.
cool.

will stop here.
still hv tins to do..

finally can cum online le.

had been stayin at hm for the past few days.
haas.
shockin huh?
yup.
but its true.

stepped out of my hse tdy for tuition.
vomit blood.
exams is jus ard the corner,
no matter hw i screw her up,
she simply doesnt care.

i'm lookin for the song '想听的话'
by shi xin hui n jeff wang.
cant seems to download it aniwhr.
anione has it?

had been kind of isolated.
hu cares.

everitin is over.
yup.
beta for both parties thou deep dwn,
feelins r within me.
everione tinks tat i'm cold,
i'm mean.
cant b bothered.
if hvin all these concepts mk dem feels beta,
i don mind.

hvin gastric for the past 2 wks.
aint true tat i hven been eatin well,
the fact was tat i didnt eat most of the time.
jus no appetite.
expecially dis few days.
the pain in the heart is far more hurtful den the one in the gastric.

i choose to let go,
doesnt mean tat u mean nth to mi.
i repeat myself again,
u mean a world to mi.
u seriously do.
guess u enjoyed more bein my buddy,
hence.
i grant u ur very wish.
call mi esther plz.
thx~
*sob*

gracina offered mi her job.
field camp instructor.
not bad.
the onli commitment is for mi to stay thruout in the camp durin the camp days.
free lancer.
pay wise nth much to hiam.

too many days didnt blog,
i'm at lost of wat to say all of a sudden.
a person wif few words,
nt tat bad aft all.
not in the past,
but startin nw.

shh..
silence is golden.

fark.
super pek cek dis few days.
broke my bangle,
lost my ear pcs,
quarrelled wif darlin.
din wan to argue wif her initially,
forget it but to let it b.

i'm bein sceptical,
which i reli m.
paranoid as i've said,
guess such feelins cannot b help.

darlin kept askin for the reasons.
wat us der to tell her?
no idea at all.
don even noe hw to open my mouth,
as der aint reli ani reason..

the more we understand sumone,
tats wen we discovered all the flaws in dem.
nv understand mi too well plz.
do nt step over n across tat boundary line.

saw kel tat day.
y does dis kind of farker still exist in the world.
bastard.
it had been so long,
but still,
i cldnt shake off the guilt in mi.
seein him cause my blood to gush up n up.
yes.
if i can,
i'll bash him to death.
i reli wld.
tats if..
IF i can.
tat type of anger jus cause mi to teared uncontrolably.
i hate tat kind of feelin.

nt gg to blog animore.
the lappy is far too lag.
i'm gettin agitated.

damn.

man.
y isit lk so many ppl is readin my blog?
forget it.
doesnt mk a diff too.

ytd both tuition session sux.
i vomited 60% of my blood out.
guess even blood transfusion is not of ani use.

goton another vacancy to teach another kid.
it was my pri 4 student's classmate.
nah.
turned it dwn.
2 r oreli more den enuf.
tats y government set the 'stop at 2' campagine.
lolx~!
hw m i suppose to teach wen their exams is in oct?
a mth to cover up everitin.
i don do such tins man~

took bus 80 frm kovan all the way to vivo.
jp wana go hm slp.
hence i goto kill time.
gosh~
the trip was reli much longer den i tot.
ouch~
my butt.

met jp coincidentally on the bus.
so qiao~
both of us r headin to vivo to fetch darlin frm wrk.

waited for darlin to knock off while i pack my locker.
3 pairs of shoes.
a stack of surf's up calenders.
all my little toy transfromers.
my motor plate.
my wine glasses.
all my lighters.
uniforms n ratatouille cap.
took everitin away.
got my locker cleared.
jus wondered
y does my heart weight heavy wen doin so.
lots n lots of feelins within.

took 61,
sent darlin to bukit batok inter onli.
din send her to her place.
well.
almost missed my last bus.

zac came frm boonlay,
was wif sandy catchin a show.
lolx~
nice slp he had tat brought him all the way to bedok inter.
haas~
no more bus.
thus he came over my place for the nite.
here r 2 pics gg along wif it!





muhahaha~ so cute!

haiz.
wonder whr is darlin.
she din reply mi more den 12 hrs le.
sent her the last msg since mid nite 4,
wakin her up for prayer.
den sent her another one at ard 6.
msg her again wen i woke up at ard 2 plus.
all of which,
no reply.
guess she's reli bz.

will b gg for 'i noe hu killed mi' wif my fantastic 4 n rashidah on tue.
woo~
darlin off tat day.
lookin forward.

will b stay at hm today.
argh.
nt again.

went to fetch darlin frm wrk ytd.
suppose to sent her hm,
yup.
tats accomplished my task.
but in the end yingling faced sum prob,
goto rush to mit her.
spent my nite over at her place.
cool.
big big bed.
cold cold aircon.
wif a small small handy lappy.
haas.
nice place to ton.
zac was bz wif his gunbound,
yingling was bz msgin,
jp?
first to knock out.
lolx~
guess i'm left all alone.
well,
ultimately i'm gone in a split sec too.
hahahaha~!

slept at 3 plus 4 n wake up at 5 plus.
yingling goto prepare for sch.
haas.
her uniform sux!
well,
at least still beta den bedok green's.
send her off to take bus at boonlay inter,
jp, zac n i took bus 30 bck hm.
peak period.
it took mi 2hrs to reach hm.

gg without cig for a day kills.
yes it does.
i'm hvin runnin rose oreli.
tink i'm gettin more n more hardcore.
can finish 1 pack within a day or 2.
sumbody help~!

stayin at hm for tdy.
i guess?
each time wen i've decided to stay at hm,
there came last min issues for mi to attend to
which requires mi to step out of my hse.
sianz.

anibody?
bring mi for a motorbike spin or race?
life is gettin bored.
i nid suntin to spice my life up.
i sure wld.

hvin own bike to spin ard.
tats cool.
i simply luv it.

sianz.
i'm jus so bored at hm can!!!

nth more to write but to stone n rot.

finally haf the time to load sum pics for u guys to c.
n here it goes.



our first neoprint taken.



at amk hub



in vivo aft catchin a show.



in staff rm.



outside candy bar.



tat kiddy her.



ended wrk in europa.



wonder wen she took it.



our first pic tgr.



i tink aft so many pic, dis is still my fav.

of cuz these r nt all.
well,
i jus took out the best of the best to flaunt here.
haas~
tats precise.



tats the super BIG tobelrone darlin bought for mi!



our bangles.



our shoes.



our fones.



our keys.

jus so much memories.
guess i nid an expandable memory card inorder for mi nt to forget ani.

here come my pic wif jp.



my fav pic wif him.



so dark.



donut!



tats wen we're indulgin in it. yum yum!~



at the rivera fountain.



lolx! xiao ling took dis!



on mrt aft sendin darlin hm.



wif tat sucky ratatouille cap.



my first pic wif him.



his side view still looks the best.

erm..
wanted to upload our grp fotos.
but. no time leh.
haas.
i rushin off to jp hse soon.
we're whippin a sumptuous meal for yati!
zac will b there too.
lolx~
i noe darlin had been feelin moody all dis while.
hope we can mk her a little hapier tonite.

met darlin ytd.
she showed mi tat face again.
or shld i say not again.
she asked mi 'wats wif u?!'
n i replied 'tot i'm suppose to b the one askin tat?'
each time she threw attitude at mi,
i jus pray for a greater territory n capacity in mi.
thou much of the time i failed but to argue back.
jerky mi.

dis is wat she said to mi jus nw
'if eva a day i'm so far frm u,
close ur eyes tite,
i'm oways at tat enchanted bridge.
waitin n waitin for u..'

man.. tears flow.
yet cldnt b infront of her.
i knew she too had cried.

for the strong had became weak,
while the weak grew stronger.

cant help but to feel guilty n inferior.
sumbody.
i'm drowin.
save mi frm tat plz.

wen tears stop flowin,
wen speech stop projectin,
wen meetins stop gg,
tats wen heart stop beatin.

jus came bck frm tuition.
my pri 4 kid is reli drivin mi nut.
jus a simple geometry topic,
i've been teachin again n again
yet nth gets into her brain.

fulfillin my promise to jp,
watchin hairspray wif him ltr.
my 3rd times.
haiz.
well,
thou i'm super reluctant,
i will still b watchin wif him.
willingly.

guess will b tonin tonite again.
wif jp n zac.
haas.
the same old tonin buddies.
aft sendin darlin hm,
guess there wldnt b animore bus or mrt,
so..
bo bian,
ton lor.

hvn been eatin anitin for the whole day.
famished.
haas.
cookin maggie to eat.
shh.
cant let jp noe,
he don like mi eatin maggie.
shhhh~

i missed darlin so much.
other den her bein sick tat time,
dis is the 2nd time i've nt seen her for so many days.
nvm.
ltr can c her le.
downloaded 'the magic gourd' theme song,
tats wat she wanted.
guess she'll b overjoyed ltr.

ha! i on my television set!
for such a long time since i've been watchin all the programmes,
usually watch BIG screen. (movies)
lolx~
waa..
so many new faces.
don even noe their names.
wait.
the prob is..
i don even noe wat show isit!
muhaha~

k la.
my maggie mee is ready!
woo~
off to eat!!!

tendered resignation.
y does it seems more like termination to mi?
nah.
don bother.
i'm officially NOT a gv staff.
finally shake off all the rules n regulations.

din anti ling ling,
onli doesnt like her approach.
goto mk tins clear,
i din pull ani staff to leave wif mi,
u caught wat i said bernard?!
don even hv a little faith in ur staffs
hw u suppose to wan dem to stay?
if gv is reli a nice place to wrk in,
pointed a gun at dem,
dey stil wun leave no matter wat.
get the facts rite man~

went to visit hajar in the hosp ytd.
first time she appeared so shag infront of mi.
silly her.
haiz.
get well soon bud~

watched mid nite movie wif jp n zac,
ton outside the entire nite.
onli return bck hm dis morn.
initially wanted to stay at hm for the day,
but ze ju n zac came over to my place here.
goto step out of my hse den.
came back,
tuck myself in my bed again.
cosy~

m i hvin too little faith in darlin?
i dono.
the inferior part of mi aroses.
i din wan to b forgotten,
but the more i'm afraid tat she will b forgotten.
her msges set my heart at ease for the moment.
the assurance she had on mi,
so firm
so strong.
i'm jus bein paranoid,
which i guess i reli m.

gosh!
i've been catchin too many shows recently!
-magic gourd
-naraka 19 gates of hell
-apartment 1303
-no reservation
bla bla bla..
all new shows!
zac was mkin a din,
as we watch without him!
haha~

gv..
a place filled wif memories.
tot i wld b happier leavin,
but it wasnt as such.
its the place tat i'm sick of,
its the rules n regulations tat i hated,
but it was those colleagues tat created a feelin of warmth.
its dem tat i cldnt bear to part.
ze ju,
zac,
jie ping,
alia,
ying ling,
jon,
rashidah,
n last but nt least,
my reason for everitin,
yati..
dey r the ones tat made my day each time i was dwn n upset.
it was dem tat made mi enjoyed wrkin in gv.
it was dem tat i hv a deeper understandin of wat frenship is all abt.
its all abt dem dem dem n dem.
cheers guys~
we can oways meet up~
n especially to my Fantastic 4,
i simply luv u guys too much.

goto hear tat cg got reshuffled again.
dis time round, bro is no longer the cgl for N106.
haas.
heng i left earlier.
even if i were to return nw,
to which cg?
bro's one?
or donny's?
wat a joke.
its like i went out to buy sumtin,
wen i came bck,
my hse got demolished.
whr to return?
hahaha~

till nw,
bro din gif a call,
not even a sms.
cool~
dis shows his concern lvl to his mems.

all of a sudden i'm too free for anitin.
previously i had my scheduled all packed wif stuffs.
nw..
life is so quiet compared to the hectic one i used to hv.
slp is the onli tin i've mastered dis few days.

din reli bother to look for a job.
jus relax n enjoy wif my days for the moment.
aft all,
i don blif in ppl gg aft job,
but job gg aft ppl.
wif xperience, skills n knowledge,
nv to b afraid tat u'll b jobless.

was viewin blogs aft blogs,
nth much interestin thou.
or was it my life gettin more n more bored?
lolx!~
goto find sumtin to break the ice!!!

man.. its mid nite 3 plus nw.
yet i cant slp at all!
wrkin in gv for too long,
i've realised tat i've lost track of time.
became more n more noctural den i eva before.

wat more tins can i do online?
i've chked thru my mails,
blogged,
updated my frenzter,
look thru the garage sales,
downloaded songs,
changed theme for my psp,
i tink there's nth more i can do oreli.
haiz.
dere r even limitation to webbie.
sianz~

k la. nth much to write.
hvin tuition tml.
goto go tuck in no matter wat.
nite bloggy!

met liang dis morn for breakfast.
went tuition aft tat.
suppose to meet sandy for dinner but she called it off last min.
met zeju n jieping instead for movie, contract luvers.
nice show.
nice song.

i'm super tired.
yet my heart is too hvy for mi to turn in at dis moment.
file note?
warnin letter?
termination letter?
i got all prepared.
din reli bother to say much tml but to succumb to the situation,
jus accept wateva fact tat will b presented to mi.

guess ah ma is more worried n concern den i do.
yup.
she sure was.
as i told her,
no worries.
grown up kid noes hw to handle stuff in proper n correct manner.
i blif i can.
haf sum faith in mi plz.
thx ah ma.

the challengin part is here.
the part wher i nid to open my mouth
n tok to MG.
i wonder hw.
no idea.
jus speak wateva intuition leads mi to.

everi mgr yearns to haf gd n commited staffs,
so do we.
everi staff yearns to haf nice n understandin mgrs.
tins shld wrk out vice versa way isnt it?
but it doesnt seem so.
nt to mi at least.

drop the sub,
everi of these issues r overwhelmin my mind.
got all invaded.

din see darlin today,
bet she misses mi.
haas.
she reli did.

zeju requested to enter arcade.
compromised thou i'm kind of reluctant.
he wanted to go for the bball shootin machine.
once again,
i sailed along wif him.
despite the slow motion of the rollin balls,
despite 1 of the ball flew out n hit rite on my face,
despite i'm a gal,
despite my bball skill is nt up to his standard even,
i won.

played ard wif the OSIM upapa.
haas.
pretty much fun on tat.
we produced those 'moanin' sound upon the startin out of the machine.
lolx~

all of us competin wif one another,
seein hu will b the first to find n dl the theme song frm 'contract luvers'.
i tink i won again.
i found it!
computerise person like us oways tend to do illegal tins online.
hohoho~

found a bluetooth headset tat day.
everione crack a little of their brain
n killed a large num of their brain cells in solvin tat small blackish tingy.
simply no one haf ani idea on hw to use it.
i tried too.
ended up gettin the tin solved.
not onli broke the ice of noein hw to link the bluetooth to my fone,
oso uncoded the pin.
shh~
i'm a hacker indeed.
i tink i've hacked more den 4 blogs wif passwords,
n hacked once for frenster acc.
beware of all ur online accs wif the existance of ppl like mi.
hahaha~

bloggin reli releases one's tenseness.
each entry tat i blogged,
i felt the lightenin of the load in my heart.
felt relieved n enlightened.
i nv treated my blog as a mere blog,
i treated it more as a frenz tat listens.
sparin mi his/her precious pair of listenin ears.
wif no complain,
wif no murmurin,
wif no unwanted remarks,
it jus hear mi out quietly.
tats the kind of silence i pinned for oways.

to all christians,
if u tink tat the show 'Jesus camp' will boost up ur faith on Christ,
u can forget abt watchin it.
i'm serious.
it's far too borin.
on the other hand,
the crazy comedy 'Evan almighty' does.
wan to prove hw much luv u haf for God?
compare urself wif Evan den.
u'll find out ur ans eventualli.

was lookin thru frenster randomly.
many of the dem had changed.
inside out,
outside in.
frenzship r jus so fragile,
so vunerable.

feelin rather hungry nw.
gg to heat up the chicken i've bought earlier on in carrefour.
chao!~

went out early in the morn today.
met darlin for movie at PS.
dis is the first time we went out tgr - alone.
almost dozed off durin the show but ultimately i din.
which she actuli enjoyed watchin it.

she was makin noise thruout,
wantin to tk neo print wif mi.
i escaped frm it fortunately.

headed to causeway pt to meet hamizah.
caught another show.
don ask mi wats the name of the show,
to b frank,
i dono either.
darlin wans mi there,
hence i went.
BORIN!~

i had a brave act today.
din turn up for wrk.
as wat u guys describe as 'MIA'.
everitin had been drivin mi too nuts,
i jus wan sum fresh air to breathe.

aft mkin the decision of nt gg for wrk,
darlin n i went ahead to AMK hub.
wow~
everitin looks to new to mi.
waited for jp n liang,
dey came dwn to meet us at nite too.
tats wen our 'fantastic 4' gathered tgr.

aft one whole day of hangin out wif darlin,
its time to send her hm.
yup.
first time so many of us sendin her hm,
can see frm her face tat she's reli hapi.
jus overjoyed.

tml morn still nid to wake up early to msg darlin.
perhaps catchin another show again.
wif liang too.
his turn to play MIA tml.

movies i've watched:
hairspray
evan almighty
1408
ratatouille

guess i'm left wif non movies in mind unwatched.

havin sore eyes rite nw.
don look into my eyes plz!
goto wear spects out tml oreli.
sianz~

i'm tired.
goto turn in soon.
haas..
darlin oreli been to lala land hrs ago.
i'm gg to find her nw.
zZz..