went bck to camp.
man.
cab fare is reli ex these days.
the meter is lk jumpin lk fark la.

headed to vivo to find jp.
had secret recipe for lunch.
watched 'good luck chuck'.
R21.
kees~
thx to the particular box ppl,
n tt particular usher tt let us in.
muhahaha~

waited for darren,
caught 'i m legend'.
haas.
nt reli tt nice thou.
darren was lk 'dis kind of show still dare to call mi watch!'
lolx~

ate mac b4 we left for hm.
still in missin wif KL's nuggets.
haas~

will b hvin supper tonite.
or shld i say..
dinner?
i'm hvin a hard time organizin it.
goto compromise wif everione's timin.
all the timin lk shit.
dis 1 cannot mk it,
tt one cannot mk it.
the person tt wanted it tdy in the end told mi tt she goto leave at 10.
wtf lar..

relax~
chilled~
*breathe in*
*breathe out*
ARGH!!!!
forget it la.
see hw ltr ba.

KL trip

bck frm KL.
the trip wasnt as enjoyable as i tot it would b.
but nevertheless,
i managed to mk it a fruitful one.

bought quite a num of clothin bck.
bought myself a pair of adicolor shoes.
gotten zac n dar their christmas gift too.
most ex stuff i bought in KL was dar tt jacket.
lolx.
cant reveal the price.
shhh~
bu neng shuo de mi mi.
hahaha!
















my new adidas shoes.
















my new wallet.
















zac's wallet.
















dar's jacket.

well.
aft dis trip,
i told myself.
'thx God i'm a Singaporean'.

jus cant stand the accessibility in msia.
no bus.
even to tk bus, it NEVER once reach destination.
taxi?
lk shit.
dey don tok abt meter rate,
jus ani o hw state a price,
u wan u board,
don wan den forget it.
n their taxi(s) r lk dos abandon car lor!
lousy lk fark!
sux!

the oni tin tt is nice,
is my hotel.
swtest place u can eva find in KL.
















dis is my hotel.
nice rite.
n i stayed on the 17th floor.
even nicer.
















n dis is the view out of my hotel rm.
nice rite~
















sunway lagoon parymid.
















the MIND resort.
















the MIND wonderland.

their cinema is even bigger den gv vivo lor!
dey hv 18 screens,
we oni hv 15!!
their tix is RM7.
ours is S$7!!
nt fair!!!
















their cinema.
















their box office.
man~
much much bigger den ours lor..

went to restaurant for lunch one day.
n dis is hw much we actuli ordered.
















alot rite? lolx~

Christmas eve

spent quality time wif dar.
went to airport to send alpha n jean off early in the morn.
caught 'Mr magoriums wonder emporium' aft tt.
kinda bored show,
but dar jus enjoyed watchin it.

up cumin nxt,
we caught 'National treasure'.
tts reli a nice show.
peeps,
don miss it.

walk ard wif dar at the sky garden of vivo.
took sum fotos.






























































Christmas svc

went foor christmas svc.
still,
the candlelite svc attracted mi most.
















nite rite..~
the ambience wif the song 'silence nite',
its jus so gd..
















liang n i wif the white candles.

aft the svc,
gracina came over to fetch us frm church.
headed to geylang for supper.
ate dim sum.
don b surprise.
we counted dwn to christmas in the dim sum stall itself.
lolx!~
was eatin half way wen dono which idiot shouted 'it's 12 le!!!'
so everione was lk shakin hands n go 'MERRY CHRISTMAS!!' den cont eatin.
tinkin of which jus mk mi luff non stop.
muhaha~!

headed to vivo again aft supper.
haas.
dis time round watch 'warlords' double mid nite show.
woo~
the show is gd.
n i reli mean it.
but..
i was jus..
jus too tired tt i dozed off even before the show starts!
hahaha!!!

gracina got mi 2 gold class vouchers as christmas gift!
oh mine~
to my amazed man!
was still tryin to b sacastic n told fion,
'u see la.. rish ppl is lk tt de la.. watch gold class.. humph..'
hu noes tt the vouchers r for mi.
lolx..
thx bud!
n plz stop missin mi as i'm oreli BACK!!!
wakakaka!~

wat a long entry.
actuli der r much more to blog abt de.
but lazy to blog la~
kees~

too many pics to load.
took mi so long.
nah.
i shall stop here.
will blog again soon.
soon i hope.
haas.

met yingling up ytd.
her big fat wallet had been a great help.
watched 'alvin n the chipmunks',
followed by a series of drinkin session.
haas.
concussed.
i'm walkin lk a model (cat walk),
n vomited lk fark.
thx to gracina,
i wonder hw can i get hm without her ard.

will b fetchin dar ltr.
she'll b catchin a show.
hmm.
haas..
a penny for my tot.

separation aft separation.
reconciliation aft reconciliation.
i ought to b hapi n overjoy abt it,
but guess the fear is der.
will u eva leave again.. ..?
the ans remain unknown..

will b leavin for KL tml.
cool~
will oni b bck b4 christmas.
yea~
finally a festive season worth rejoicin n celebratin!
haas.
guess my email will b flooded by all the mails by den.

goto pack my luggage le.
will blog abt the trip wen i'm bck.
cya guys!~

indecisiveness caused us to part.
again..
so pain,
so hard to bear,
yet i goto do it wif tears gushin out wen i msg u.

Only love
Artist: Trademark
Composer: Trademark

2 A.M. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're tellin me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough - If we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd givve our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good

dis song wrote so much abt us..
will u jus make up ur mind?
i don mind bein alone,
yet i oni wan u to tink twice..

i cld hold not much longer.
don tk decades to do it..

watched golden compass.
wif dar, darren, jp n wind.
nt as nice as i tot.
oni lk the polar bear.

'u're mine.. n mine foreva..'
my heart is for u,
der wldnt b rm for ani other.

i'm left wif oni a few days b4 i'm leavin for KL.
will oni b bck on christmas eve.
gd.
kill time.

mummy bought mi a new shirt jus nw.
oni lk the collar n the tie.
haas.
















its cold.
weather had been coolin dis few days.
best for zZz.
lolx~

i'm gg to tk alittle nap.
shh~
don disturb!

went supper wif liang n sandy ytd nite.
ate dim sum at geylang.
super full.

was rottin at hm the entire day.
he asked mi out to parkway but i rejected.
lazy to step out of my place.
moreover,
i'm kind of broke.

traded my LG shine.
a little cldnt bear wen i suppose to part wif it.
din get w910 as wat i planned initially.
got N76 instead.
aft all i onli paid 20 bucks for it.
y not?
haas.

by rite gg for bbq tml.
but..
argh~
complicated la.
x gg le.

i'm x tired.
but i wana play wif dos new games tt i've downloaded.
haas.
so.
yup.
nite!

the pizza session was kind of redundant.
went all the way bck to camp for a pathetic pcs of pizza.

waited for gracina since 1pm till 8 sumtin jus to watch movie wif her.
rot dwn der,
almost mould n trap wif spider web.
went to catch '30 days of nite'.
sam, alan, fu jiun n kat joined us too.
the show was alittle draggy,
n it wasnt as gore as i tot i will b.

its gd to hv a brk aft a long tirin day,
catchin a movie wif colleagues feels reli gd.

gg supper wif liang tonite.
he had been wantin to mit yet i don hv the time to mit him.
opps.
sori!

made up my mind.
will b buyin w910.
wait for my jan pay ba.
*wait wait*
but i cant bear to part wif my LG shine.
aww..

1 wk more to go for mi to relax.
leavin for KL.
den bck for christmas countdwn.
rest a few more days before i start off wif a long journey again.
haiz.

guys,
do x attempt to ask mi out frm jan till march.
i'm super duper bz.
but thx for u guys concern.
i'm ok nw.
got over everitin.
yup.
life's gd still.
*smile*

aniwae.
der's nth gg on btwn mi n fu jiun!
ahh!
we're oni close frenz.
tts the furthest limit.
der aint ani space in my heart left for another person to fill in.
nt for the moment at least..

eyes r gettin a little tired lookin at com.
nided sum rest.

finally bck frm camp.
the camp was long,
tirin,
yet full of satisfaction,
filled wif unsaid feelins.

we ended the camp wif tears of joy.
everibody was huggin 1 another,
wif luv,
wif misses,
wif the frenship built.
its was jus..
jus awesome.

each time wen the management went reli sucky,
it was dos kids tt brighten up my day.
the 'esther.. r u ok? y r u so sad? don sad k..'
n dey'll hug mi..
man~
it reli touches mi to the deepest pt of my heart.
thx peeps~

i seems so lost.
my path ahead was covered wif fog n mist.
whr shld i go..
i hate such feelins.
feelins of bein lost.
feelins of wanderness.

wen trust aint der,
tts leads to whr we r tdy..
gg separate ways.
i tot i was mean.
u beat mi wen u said 'u live ur life, i live my life.'

ppl r reli gg in n out of my life.
i'm glad tt liang stayed on.
my onli frenz.
my best confidence.

i don lk drinkin.
but sorrows jus goes away wen i drink.
reli.
at least it does for tt very moment.
tt the moment tt i yearn even thou its jus tt short.

oni in camp,
i don feel the pain,
the hurt,
the sorrows.
tts the oni place i will dug myself in wen i'm all lost.

y mus u bruised n wound mi so badly??
u ask mi to rem wat u've said.
clearly n vividly i did.
u beta b too.

i'm tired.
tired of the entire situation.
it jus hpn over n over again.
gif mi a brk.
cut it out plz.

gg bck camp tml.
hvin lunch wif evelyn.
stress.
she wana hv lunch wif all the GI frm the sing msia camp.
oso dono wat to say tml.
jus kip quiet.
wasnt in the mood even..

k.
nite den.

aft crackin my brain,
killed almost all my brain cells,
i finali noe wat i wan for christmas!
dis watch!!!



















its an mp4 watch!
n its x tt ex either..
lolx~
guys,
u noe wat to do ar?
muhahaha!!!

gg out wif daddy mummy tml.
as usual.
will b returnin bck to camp on sun,
n will onli b out on nxt fri.
damn long.
as days drawin near,
the lvl of my reluctant'ness is increasin rapidly.

daddy gave mi $50 ytd.
no idea wat isit for.
but beta for mi nt to ask,
ltr my 50 buck jus fly off without my noein.

wanted to watch 'the tattooist',
but is lk no one watchin wif mi.
nt yet free listed oso.
sianz sianz sianz~

anione wan to catch 'the ten commandments'?
guess its gona b a borin show,
but i blif its gg to b revelational n educational.

argh~
i tink its easier to get ppl for 'the tattooist',
den gettin ppl for 'the ten commandments'.
lolx~

'I am Legend' is a super nice show.
yet to release.
*waitin*

haas.
i'm lk introducin all the movies sia.
wat to do?
wen life is gettin bored,
gettin colourless,
the case is such.
jus findin tins to spice my life up.

its so hard to find a companionship tt u wan to go out wif u,
yet its oways the case tt dos u're x close wif r buggin u out.

liang flew to taiwan ytd.
despite x mitin him often nw a days,
i still feel awkward wif his absence.

quarrelled over a dame farkin stupid fone jus nw.
aft all,
its x the fone,
its the PERSON.
jus damn angry la!
forget it.
*breathe in*
*breathe out*
simmer dwn~

daddy jus called.
he's gg to hp shop nw.
buyin N81?
argh.
another spike.
nvm.
can play wif his fone wen he kams bck.

i'm hungry.
frm mornin till nw hvn eat.
gg to grab sum food nw.
*chao*