bck frm bowen's camp.
my first camp wrkin for other company.
great oppotunities yet got ruined.
jus cldnt set my mood rite for camp.
everitin seems to go so wrong.
jus so wrong.. ..

lookin at our photos,
memories starts to flash pass my mind.
cina says it tks time to heal,
thou nth mks mi believe it,
but i still hope tt she's rite..

wats the pt of mi wrkin towards hard a high standard,
wats the pt of mi earnin so much money,
wats the pt of mi doin all the bck to bck camps,
wen no one is der to share my hapiness,
no one is der to go out wif,
no one is der to wait for my return animore..

i'm still gd..
still tryin to move on..
don hold mi guys,
i can walk by myself..

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caught myself in the rain for the past 3 days.
been hvin slight runnin nose n severe sore throat.
tts the worse tin tt can hpn to an instructor..
sigh..
yet i still goto shout my lungs out for the kids,
dey're simply morons.

got buddied up wif a gal name wan zhen (zen).
man..
she looks lk cheena,
toks lk a cheena,
but she aint frm CHINA!!!
she's pure singporean,
which even till dis moment,
i still doubt so.

she's a beri blur person.
lose our resort key n was flippin all our stuff outside in,
inside out to look for it.
she'a a gan jiong spider too.
but aniwae,
she's reli nice.
slept wif her in the same rm.
she covers blanket for ppl.
i woke her up the 2nd day,
n she woke mi up on the 3rd day.
fair n square.

wrkin wif ppl frm LDC,
its reli much much beta den wrkin wif ppl frm camelot.
dey r jus so nice,
so naive..
enjoyed moment spent wif jameson,
n wan zhen wen we were all drenched.
was bz suanin wan zhen wen she's lk,
so blur?
haas..

camelot staff aint lk dis can~
dey oni noe hw to step ppl under their feet
jus to push demselves up a lvl higher.
dey sux to the core i can say.

k.
i'm reli tired.
i cant hold ani longer.
eyes closin soon.. ..