we've broken up.
u mentioned it,
till nw i still cldnt get out of such a gr8 impact.

i don dare to step into a new relation,
but wif all ur accurance n affirmations,
i tried..
i fought my way thru n won the victory,
tot i was the victor oreli wen i actuli aint..
u made mi open myself up more n more.
yet nw,
u're the one tt ended it.
3rd party again.
Darius did the same to mi,
nw is ur turn.. ..

i've been paranoid n insecure all along wen i'm in camp,
discussed wif u sayin tt i wana change my job,
yet u said i don hv to cuz u were rather supportive abt it.
i agreed.
here i m packin myself up wif camps,
jus bcux i wan to fulfill ur desire of hvin N76.
but..
u left mi while i'm in camp..

hw mean ur msg was..
everi single words jus pierce rite thru my heart.
u had been toyin wif my feelins..
u don luv mi animore..
u fell for sumone else..
askin mi to forget abt u..
everitin jus flash pass my mind everi min, everi sec..
i din slp the entire nite..
finali wen i was real tired enuf to close my eyes,
i dreamt of u..
dreamt of u leavin mi wif mean n sarcastic words.
woke up wif tears n wif sweat,
hopin tt everitin was jus a dreamt,
but it actuli wasnt..
the fact was tt
u reli left mi..

wat a torment..
i had been askin myself wat i've done wrong..
y mus i b treated dis way.
but u simply didnt care..
u left without lookin bck.
tt hurts me pretty much.

u made mi sank deeper n deeper,
n left mi in the pit.
y mus u b so cruel.. ..

i've fell too badly dis time round.
wounded, burised, hurt n bleed.
i hv totali no idea in pickin myself up..
totali..

i'm cryin in pain nw..
can u hear my cry.. ..?
i guess u cant b bothered even.. ..
*weep in tears*..