woo~
it feels so gd bein bck hm.
had a major accident ytd.
my leg got sandwiched by 2 dragonboats wen i was preventin it frm colidin.
had a few cuts n its swellin up nw.
it reli hurts..

don ask mi y did i quit my job as an instructor,
i'm x sure of the ans even.
i enjoyed interactin wif kids,
yet der r tins tt i jus cldnt stand in the company n wif the ppl.
to ask mi if dis job is my passion,
perhaps yes,
perhaps no.
nth mks mi stay,
nth forces mi to leave either.

entertainin kids became part of my life,
i luv to see students smile,
i jus lk the feelin wen dey're attentive n responsive to mi.

yea~
finally ai ai is bck frm msia!
will b mitin her ltr.
but..
she's leavin again tml.
sigh~
i miss her loads!

i dono wats wif TK.
she had been eyein on ai ai,
eyein on ruth,
eyein on bell etc etc..
i've been hearin far too many tins abt her.
don reli noe hw to react but to act ignorance.
as long as she don touch my ai ai,
hueva tt she wans to hv affair wif,
i don reli care.

had a break thru recently.
broke the ice btwn marvin n i.
we had been tokin alot,
he taught mi alot of stuff.
guess dis is the best farewell present i hv.

mummy cried jus nw.
tokin abt the past.
'thx' to daddy.
ppl envy over mi,
over my family,
but tins aint as shown.
der r times tt i reli don feel lk bein ard,
wen tins arosed,
i'm too lost to say anitin,
or to do to anitin..

tok to her on msn jus nw.
the kind of feelin aint der animore.
thx to her tt i've moved on.
thx to her tt i had a beta view of tin.
thx to her tt i've learnt alot of human philosophies.
n thx to her,
i had a cold n harden heart.
but i'm still gd.
aint abusin myself.
i luv the way i m nw.
sumone said dis to mi,
'wen ur life is empty,
it jus shows tt u r given a chance to place new tins in it.'
so revelational.
dis sentense created such a great impact on mi.

will b restin at hm for ard a wk b4 i head bck for sentry duty.
so i guess will b bloggin more often nw a days ba.

k la.
rushin off to mit ai ai le.
n i'm super late!
*chao!*