yet to tok to my crazi mom since the day we quarrel.
she had been slammin tins real hard nw a days.
slam all she wans.
hack care.
i'm x daddy,
stop ventin anger on mi!!
came bck frm bike prac ytd.
the first prac mks mi bck off.
hvin no idea y,
but my hands r shiverin thruout the entire prac.
was luffin at swan n kat still
wen i actuli fell frm bike myself too.
it wasnt abt the fell tt caused mi to retreat,
but it was the word 'dangerous' tt made mi reacted lk dis.
the instructor was reli gd.
jus bcuz i'm slow,
he gave mi e xtra attention tt i nd n guide mi along personally.
had entire nite of nitemares.
all abt camps n bike prac.
cldnt reli slp well at all.
'the leap years' says
'its beta to luv n lost den nv to b luv at all',
but i tink otherwise..
addin on to my bdae wishlist,
i wanted a creative or ipod.
its a bad choice to place all the songs in fone.
each time my fone spoiled,
der goes all my songs..
trappin myself at hm dis few days mks mi feel even lonelier den before.
pictures jus kept flashin across.
cld held bck no more as the kind of anguishness flows out automatically.
its jus so hard to master the art of forgettin sumone tt used to mean alot to us.
i cldnt achieve it,
n i tink many r the same as i do.
it resembles e leech,
the more u tried to pull it out,
the higher the possibility of u bleedin.
yet leavin it der will cause the pain too.
dilemma isnt it?
bdae to mi is jus another normal day tt last for 24hrs.
no special meanin in it.
i din wan to b of ani special,
all i yearn n hope for was a gatherin wif all my camelot gang.
i miss each n everi of my mates.
don tk it as my bdae,
lets jus tk it as a celebration for Jesus,
cuz my bdae falls on gd friday coincidentally!
tml is my deary n ai ai's result day.
the release of A lvl result.
guess my ai ai aint even anxious abt it.
hw i noe?
cuz she's still in msia nw.
lolx~
but deary is kind of wori i can say.
haas.
all he best peeps!
tdy is gg to b super bored day.
cant blif tt i'm stuckin myself at hm frm mornin till nite.
wanted to mit sumone yet everione doesnt seems to b free.
tts sux..
BORIN!!!